cpatricia.unnaturalexposure-第12节

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　'Can　I　bring　up　a　little　business　first？'　Wesley　took　off　his　suit　jacket　and　hung　it　on　the　back　of　a　chair。
　'I　have　some；　too。'
　'You　first。'　He　sipped　his　drink；　his　eyes　on　mine。
　I　told　him　what　had　been　leaked　to　the　press；　adding；　'Ring's　a　problem　that's　only　getting　worse。'
　'If　he's　the　one；　and　I'm　not　saying　he　is　or　isn't。　The　difficulty's　getting　proof。'
　'There's　no　doubt　in　my　mind。'
　'Kay；　that's　not　good　enough。　We　can't　just　throw　someone　out　of　an　investigation　based　on　our　intuition。'
　'Marino's　heard　rumors　that　Ring's　having　an　affair　with　a　well…known　local　broadcaster；'　I　then　said。　'She's　with　the　same　station　that　had　the　misinformation　about　the　case；　about　the　victim　being　Asian。'
　He　was　silent。　I　knew　he　was　thinking　about　proof　again；　and　he　was　right。　This　all　sounded　circumstantial　even　as　I　said　it。
　Then　he　said；　'This　guy's　very　smart。　Are　you　aware　of　his　background？'
　'I　know　nothing　about　him；'　I　replied。
　'Graduated　with　honors　from　William　and　Mary；　double　major　in　psychology　and　public　administration。　His　uncle　is　the　secretary　of　public　safety。'　He　piled　worse　news　upon　bad。　'Harlow　Dershin；　who's　an　honorable　guy；　by　the　way。　But　it　goes　without　saying　this　is　not　a　good　situation　for　making　accusations　unless　you're　one　hundred　percent　damn　sure　of　yourself。'
　The　secretary　of　public　safety　for　Virginia　was　the　immediate　boss　of　the　superintendent　of　the　state　police。　Ring's　uncle　couldn't　have　been　more　powerful　unless　he　had　been　the　governor。
　'So　what　you're　saying　is　that　Ring's　untouchable；'　I　said。
　'What　I'm　saying　is；　his　educational　background　makes　it　clear　he　has　high　aspirations。　Guys　like　him　are　looking　to　be　a　chief；　a　missioner；　a　politician。　They're　not　interested　in　being　a　cop。'
　'Guys　like　him　are　interested　only　in　themselves；'　I　impatiently　said。　'Ring　doesn't　give　a　damn　about　the　victims　or　the　people　left　behind　who　have　no　idea　what　has　happened　to　their　loved　one。　He　doesn't　care　if　someone　else　gets　killed。'
　'Proof；'　he　reminded　me。　'To　be　fair；　there　are　a　lot　of　people　　including　those　working　at　the　landfill　　who　could　have　leaked　information　to　the　press。'
　I　had　no　good　argument；　but　nothing　would　shake　me　loose　from　my　suspicions。
　'What's　important　is　breaking　these　cases；'　he　went　on　to　say；　'and　the　best　way　to　do　that　is　for　all　of　us　to　go　about　our　business　and　ignore　him；　just　like　Marino　and　Grigg　are　doing。　Follow　every　lead　we　can；　steering　around　the　impediments。'　His　eyes　were　almost　amber　in　the　overhead　light；　and　soft　when　they　met　mine。
　I　pushed　back　my　chair。　'We　need　to　set　the　table。'
　He　got　out　dishes　and　opened　wine　as　I　arranged　chilled　shrimp　on　plates　and　spooned　Bev's　Kicked　By　A　Horse　Cocktail　Sauce　into　a　bowl。　I　halved　lemons　and　wrapped　them　in　gauze　diapers；　and　fashioned　crab　cakes。　Wesley　and　I　ate　shrimp　cocktail　as　night　drew　closer　and　cast　its　shadow　over　the　east。
　'I've　missed　this；'　he　said。　'Maybe　you　don't　want　to　hear　it；　but　it's　true。'
　I　did　not　say　anything　because　I　did　not　want　to　get　into　another　big　discussion　that　went　on　for　hours；　leaving　both　of　us　drained。
　'Anyway。'　He　set　his　fork　on　his　plate　the　way　polite　people　do　when　they　are　finished。　'Thank　you。　I　have　missed　you；　Dr　Scarpetta。'　He　smiled。
　'I'm　glad　you're　here；　Special　Agent　Wesley。'
　I　smiled　back　at　him　as　I　got　up。　Turning　on　the　stove；　I　heated　oil　in　a　pan　while　he　cleared　dishes。
　'I　want　to　tell　you　what　I　thought　of　the　photograph　that　was　sent　to　you；''　he　said。　'First；　we　need　to　establish　that　it　is；　in　fact；　of　the　victim　you　worked　on　today。'
　'I'm　going　to　establish　that　on　Monday。'
　'Assuming　it　is；'　he　went　on；　'this　is　a　very　dramatic　shift　in　the　killer's　M。O。'
　'That　and　everything　else。'　Crab　cakes　went　into　the　pan　and　began　to　sizzle。
　'Right；'　he　said；　serving　coleslaw。　'It's　very　blatant　this　time；　as　if　he's　really　trying　to　rub　our　noses　in　it。　And；　of　course；　the　victimology's　all　wrong；　too。　That　looks　great；'　he　added；　watching　what　I　was　cooking。
　When　we　were　seated　again；　I　said　with　confidence；　'Benton；　this　is　not　the　same　guy。'
　He　hesitated　before　replying；　'I　don't　think　it　is；　either；　if　you　want　to　know　the　truth。　But　I'm　not　prepared　to　rule　him　out。　We　don't　know　what　games　he　might　be　into　now。'
　I　was　feeling　the　frustration　again。　Nothing　could　be　proven；　but　my　intuition；　my　instincts；　were　screaming　at　me。
　'Well；　I　don't　think　this　murdered　old　woman　has　anything　to　do　with　the　earlier　cases　from　here　or　Ireland。　Someone　just　wants　us　to　assume　she　does。　I　think　what　we're　dealing　with　is　a　copycat。'
　'We'll　get　into　it　with　everybody。　Thursday。　I　think　that's　the　date　we　set。'　He　tasted　a　crab　cake。　'This　is　really　incredibly　good。　Wow。'　His　eyes　watered。　'Now　that's　cocktail　sauce。'
　'Staging。　Disguising　a　crime　that　was　mitted　for　some　other　reason；'　I　said。　'And　don't　give　me　too　much　credit。　This　was　Bev's　recipe。'
　'The　photograph　bothers　me；'　he　said。
　'You　and　me　both。'
　'I've　talked　to　Lucy　about　it；'　he　said。
　Now　he　really　had　my　interest。
　'You　tell　me　when　you　want　her　here。'　He　reached　for　his　wine。
　'The　sooner　the　better。'　I　paused；　adding；　'How　is　she　doing？　I　know　what　she　tells　me；　but　I'd　like　to　hear　it　from　you。'
　I　remembered　we　needed　water；　and　got　up　for　it。　When　I　returned；　he　was　quietly　staring　at　me。　Sometimes　it　was　hard　for　me　to　look　at　his　face；　and　my　emotions　began　clashing　like　instruments　out　of　tune。　I　loved　his　chiseled　nose　with　its　clean　straight　bridge；　his　eyes；　which　could　draw　me　into　depths　I　had　never　known　and　his　mouth　with　its　sensuous　lower　lip。　I　looked　out　the　window；　and　could　not　see　the　river　anymore。
　'Lucy；'　I　reminded　him。　'How　about　a　performance　evaluation　for　her　aunt？'
　'No　one's　sorry　we　hired　her；'　he　dryly　said　of　someone　we　all　knew　was　a　genius。　'Or　maybe　that's　the　understatement　of　the　century。　She's　simply　terrific。　Most　of　the　agents　have　e　to　respect　her。　They　want　her　around。　I'm　not　saying　there　aren't　problems。　Not　everybody　appreciates　having　a　woman　on　HRT。'
　'I　continue　to　worry　that　she'll　try　to　push　it　too　far；'　I　said。
　'Well；　she's　fit　as　hell。　That's　for　sure。　No　way　I'd　take　her　on。'
　'That's　what　I　mean。　She　wants　to　keep　up　with　them；　when　it　really　isn't　possible。　You　know　how　she　is。'　I　gave　him　my　eyes　again。　'She's　always　got　to　prove　herself。　If　the　guys　are　fast…roping　and　running　through　the　mountains　wearing　sixty…pound　packs；　she　thinks　she's　got　to　keep　up；　when　she　should　just　be　content　with　her　technical　abilities；　her　robots　and　all　the　rest　of　it。'
　'You're　missing　her　biggest　motivation；　her　biggest　demon；'　he　said。
　'What？'
　'You。　She　feels　she　has　to　prove　herself　to　you；　Kay。'
　'She　has　no　reason　to　feel　that　way。'　What　he　said　was　piercing。　'I　don't　want　to　feel　I'm　the　reason　she　takes　her　life　into　her　hands　with　all　of　these　dangerous　things　she　feels　she　must　do。'
　'This　is　not　about　blame；'　he　said；　getting　up　from　the　table。　'This　is　about　human　nature。　Lucy　worships　you。　You're　the　only　decent　mother　figure　she's　ever　had。　She　wants　to　be　like　you；　and　she　feels　people　pare　her　to　you；　and　that's　a　pretty　big　act　to　follow。　She　wants　you　to　admire　her；　too；　Kay。'
　'I　do　admire　her；　for　God's　sake。'　I　got　up；　too；　and　we　began　clearing　dishes。　'Now　you　really　have　me　worried。'　He　began　rinsing；　and　I　loaded　the　dishwasher。
　'You　probably　should　worry。'　He　glanced　at　me。　'I　will　tell　you　this；　she's　one　of　these　perfectionists　who　won't　listen　to　anyone。　Other　than　you；　she's　the　most　stubborn　human　being　I've　ever　e　across。'
　'Thanks　a　lot。'
　He　smiled　and　put　his　arms　around　me；　not　caring　that　his　hands　were　wet。　'Can　we　sit　and　talk　for　a　while？'　he　said；　his　face；　his　body　close　to　mine。　'Then　I've　got　to　hit　the　road。'
　'And　after　that？'
　'I'm　going　to　talk　to　Marino　in　the　morning；　and　in　the　afternoon　I've　got　another　case　ing　in。　From　Arizona。　I　know　it's　Sunday；　but　it　can't　wait。'
　He　continued　talking　as　we　carried　our　wine　into　the　great　room。
　'A　twelve…year…old　girl　abducted　on　her　way　home　from　school；　body　dumped　in　the　Sonora　desert；'　he　said。　'We　think　this　guy's　already　killed　three　other　kids。'
　'It's　hard　to　feel　very　optimistic；　isn't　it；'　I　said　bitterly　as　we　sat　on　the　couch。　'It　never　stops。'
　'No；'　he　replied。　'And　I'm　afraid　it　never　will。　As　long　as　there　are　people　on　the　planet。　What　are　you　going　to　do　with　what's　left　of　the　weekend？'
　'Paperwork。'
　One　side　of　my　great　room　was　sliding　glass　doors；　and　beyond；　my　neighborhood　was　black　with　a　full　moon　that　looked　like　gold；　clouds　gauzy　and　drifting。
　'Why　are　you　so　angry　with　me？'　His　voice　was　gentle；　but　he　let　me　know　his　hurt。
　'I　don't　know。'　I　would　not　look　at　him。
　'You　do　know。'　He　took　my　hand　and　began　to　rub　it　with　his　thumb。　'I　love　your　hands。　They　look　like　a　pianist's；　only　stronger。　As　if　what　you　do　is　an　art。'
　'It　is；'　I　simply　said；　and　he　often　talked　about　my　hands。　'I　think　you　have　a　fetish。　As　a　profiler；　that　should　concern　you。'
　He　laughed；　kissing　knuckles；　fingers；　the　way　he　often　did。　'Believe　me；　I　have　a　fetish　for　more