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rolled his eyes first at one and then at the other�察�and finally put his
hands over his ears that he might hear no more。
;Choose�察�choose�察�O King� ─�shouted the audience。 ;Who is to succeed you��
Cetewayo or Umbelazi�拭�
Watching Panda�察�I saw that he fell into a kind of agony�察�his fat sides
heaved�察�and�察�although the day was cold�察�sweat ran from his brow。
;What would the white men do in such a case�拭─�he said to me in a hoarse��
low voice�察�whereon I answered�察�looking at the ground and speaking so
that few could hear me��
;I think�察�O King�察�that a white man would do nothing。 He would say that
others might settle the matter after he was dead。;
;Would that I could say so�察�too�察─�muttered Panda�察 �but it is not
possible。;
Then followed a long pause�察�during which all were silent�察�for every man
there felt that the hour was big with doom。 At length Panda rose with
difficulty�察�because of his unwieldy weight�察�and uttered these fateful
words�察�that were none the less ominous because of the homely idiom in
which they were couched��
_;When two young bulls quarrel they must fight it out。;_
Instantly in one tremendous roar volleyed forth the royal salute of
;Bayete;�察�a signal of the acceptance of the King's wordthe word that
meant civil war and the death of many thousands。
Then Panda turned and�察�so feebly that I thought he would fall�察�walked
through the gateway behind him�察�followed by the rival queens。 Each of
these ladies struggled to be first after him in the gate�察�thinking that
it would be an omen of success for her son。 Finally�察�however�察�to the
disappointment of the multitude�察�they only succeeded in passing it side
by side。
When they had gone the great audience began to break up�察�the men of each
party marching away together as though by common consent�察�without
offering any insult or molestation to their adversaries。 I think that
this peaceable attitude arose�察�however�察�from the knowledge that matters
had now passed from the stage of private quarrel into that of public
war。 It was felt that their dispute awaited decision�察�not with sticks
outside the Nodwengu kraal�察�but with spears upon some great battlefield��
for which they went to prepare。
Within two days�察�except for those regiments which Panda kept to guard
his person�察�scarcely a soldier was to be seen in the neighbourhood of
Nodwengu。 The princes also departed to muster their adherents�察�Cetewayo
establishing himself among the Mandhlakazi that he commanded�察�and
Umbelazi returning to the kraal of Umbezi�察�which happened to stand
almost in the centre of that part of the nation which adhered to him。
Whether he took Mameena with him there I am not certain。 I believe��
however�察�that�察�fearing lest her welcome at her birthplace should be
warmer than she wished�察�she settled herself at some retired and outlying
kraal in the neighbourhood�察�and there awaited the crisis of her fortune。
At any rate�察�I saw nothing of her�察�for she was careful to keep out of
my way。
With Umbelazi and Saduko�察�however�察�I did have an interview。 Before they
left Nodwengu they called on me together�察�apparently on the best of
terms�察�and said in effect that they hoped for my support in the coming
war。
I answered that�察�however well I might like them personally�察�a Zulu civil
war was no affair of mine�察�and that�察�indeed�察�for every reason�察�including
the supreme one of my own safety�察�I had better get out of the way at
once。
They argued with me for a long while�察�making great offers and promises
of reward�察�till at length�察�when he saw that my determination could not
be shaken�察�Umbelazi said��
;Come�察�Saduko�察�let us humble ourselves no more before this white man。
After all�察�he is right�察�the business is none of his�察�and why should we
ask him to risk his life in our quarrel�察�knowing as we do that white men
are not like us�察�they think a great deal of their lives。 Farewell��
Macumazahn。 If I conquer and grow great you will always be welcome in
Zululand�察�whereas if I fail perhaps you will be best over the Tugela
river。;
Now�察�I felt the hidden taunt in this speech very keenly。 Still�察�being
determined that for once I would be wise and not allow my natural
curiosity and love of adventure to drag me into more risks and trouble��
I replied��
;The Prince says that I am not brave and love my life�察�and what he says
is true。 I fear fighting�察�who by nature am a trader with the heart of a
trader�察�not a warrior with the heart of a warrior�察�like the great
Indhlovu´ene´Sihlonti;words at which I saw the grave Saduko smile
faintly。 ;So farewell to you�察�Prince�察�and may good fortune attend you。;
Of course�察�to call the Prince to his face by this nickname�察�which
referred to a defect in his person�察�was something of an insult�察�but I
had been insulted�察�and meant to give him ;a Roland for his Oliver。;
However�察�he took it in good part。
;What is good fortune�察�Macumazahn�拭─�Umbelazi replied as he grasped my
hand。 ;Sometimes I think that to live and prosper is good fortune�察�and
sometimes I think that to die and sleep is good fortune�察�for in sleep
there is neither hunger nor thirst of body or of spirit。 In sleep there
come no cares�察�in sleep ambitions are at rest�察�nor do those who look no
more upon the sun smart beneath the treacheries of false women or false
friends。 Should the battle turn against me�察�Macumazahn�察�at least that
good fortune will be mine�察�for never will I live to be crushed beneath
Cetewayo's heel。;
Then he went。 Saduko accompanied him for a little way�察�but�察�making some
excuse to the Prince�察�came back and said to me��
;Macumazahn�察�my friend�察�I dare say that we part for the last time�察�and
therefore I make a request to you。 It is as to one who is dead to me。
Macumazahn�察�I believe that Umbelazi the thief;these words broke from
his lips with a hiss;has given her many cattle and hidden her away
either in the kloof of Zikali the Wise�察�or near to it�察�under his care。
Now�察�if the war should go against Umbelazi and I should be killed in it��
I think evil will fall upon that woman's head�察�I who have grown sure
that it was she who was the wizard and not Masapo the Boar。 Also�察�as
one connected with Umbelazi�察�who has helped him in his plots�察�she will
be killed if she is caught。 Macumazahn�察�hearken to me。 I will tell you
the truth。 My heart is still on fire for that woman。 She has bewitched
me�察�her eyes haunt my sleep and I hear her voice in the wind。 She is
more to me than all the earth and all the sky�察�and although she has
wronged me I do not wish that harm should come to her。 Macumazahn�察�I
pray you if I die�察�do your best to befriend her�察�even though it be only
as a servant in your house�察�for I think that she cares more for you than
for anyone�察�who only ran away with him;and he pointed in the direction
that Umbelazi had taken;because he is a prince�察�who�察�in her folly�察�she
believes will be a king。 At least take her to Natal�察�Macumazahn�察�where��
if you wish to be free of her�察�she can marry whom she will and will live
safe until night comes。 Panda loves you much�察�and�察�whoever conquers in
the war�察�will give you her life if you ask it of him。;
Then this strange man drew the back of his hand across his eyes�察�from
which I saw the tears were running�察�and�察�muttering�察 �If you would have
good fortune remember my prayer�察─�turned and left me before I could
answer a single word。
As for me�察�I sat down upon an ant´heap and whistled a whole hymn tune
that my mother had taught me before I could think at all。 To be left
the guardian of Mameena� �Talk of a ;damnosa hereditas�察─�a terrible and
mischievous inheritancewhy�察�this was the worst that ever I heard of。
A servant in my house indeed�察�knowing what _I_ did about her� �Why�察�I
had sooner share the ;good fortune; which Umbelazi anticipated beneath
the sod。 However�察�that was not in the question�察�and without it the
alternative of acting as her guardian was bad enough�察�though I comforted
myself with the reflection that the circumstances in which this would
become necessary might never arise。 For�察�alas� �I was sure that if they
did arise I should have to live up to them。 True�察�I had made no promise
to Saduko with my lips�察�but I felt�察�as I knew he felt�察�that this promise
had passed from my heart to his。
;That thief Umbelazi� ─ �Strange words to be uttered by a great vassal of
his lord�察�and both of them about to enter upon a desperate enterprise。
;A prince whom in her folly she believes will be a king。; Stranger
words still。 Then Saduko did not believe that he _would_ be a king� �
And yet he was about to share the fortunes of his fight for the throne��
he who said that his heart was still on fire for the woman whom
;Umbelazi the thief; had stolen。 Well�察�if I were Umbelazi�察�thought I to
myself�察�I would rather that Saduko were not my chief councillor and
general。 But�察�thank Heaven� �I was not Umbelazi�察�or Saduko�察�or any of
them� �And�察�thank Heaven still more�察�I was going to begin my trek from
Zululand on the morrow��
Man proposes but God disposes。 I did not trek from Zululand for many a
long day。 When I got back to my wagons it was to find that my oxen had
mysteriously disappeared from the veld on which they were accustomed to
graze。 They were lost��