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white man。 Yes�察�yes�察�my friend�察�I should have been in some such place
as yours to´day�察�and that is the last thing that I wish。 And now��
Umbezi�察�you have had quite enough 'squareface��' so I will take the
bottle away with me。 Good´night。;
On the following morning I trekked very early from Umbezi's
kraalbefore he was up indeed�察�for the ;squareface; made him sleep
sound。 My destination was Nodwengu�察�Panda's Great Place�察�where I hoped
to do some trading�察�but�察�as I was in no particular hurry�察�my plan was to
go round by Masapo's�察�and see for myself how it fared between him and
Mameena。 Indeed�察�I reached the borders of the Amasomi territory��
whereof Masapo was chief�察�by evening�察�and camped there。 But with the
night came reflection�察�and reflection told me that I should do well to
keep clear of Mameena and her domestic complications�察�if she had any。
So I changed my mind�察�and next morning trekked on to Nodwengu by the
only route that my guides reported to be practicable�察�one which took me
a long way round。
That day�察�owing to the roughness of the roadif road it could be
calledand an accident to one of the wagons�察�we only covered about
fifteen miles�察�and as night fell were obliged to outspan at the first
spot where we could find water。 When the oxen had been unyoked I looked
about me�察�and saw that we were in a place that�察�although I had
approached it from a somewhat different direction�察�I recognised at once
as the mouth of the Black Kloof�察�in which�察�over a year before�察�I had
interviewed Zikali the Little and Wise。 There was no mistaking the
spot�察�that blasted valley�察�with the piled´up columns of boulders and the
overhanging cliff at the end of it�察�have�察�so far as I am aware�察�no exact
counterparts in Africa。
I sat upon the box of the first wagon�察�eating my food�察�which consisted
of some biltong and biscuit�察�for I had not bothered to shoot any game
that day�察�which was very hot�察�and wondering whether Zikali were still
alive�察�also whether I should take the trouble to walk up the kloof and
find out。 On the whole I thought that I would not�察�as the place
repelled me�察�and I did not particularly wish to hear any more of his
prophecies and fierce�察�ill´omened talk。 So I just sat there studying
the wonderful effect of the red evening light pouring up between those
walls of fantastic rocks。
Presently I perceived�察�far away�察�a single human figurewhether it were
man or woman I could not tellwalking towards me along the path which
ran at the bottom of the cleft。 In those gigantic surroundings it
looked extraordinarily small and lonely�察�although perhaps because of the
intense red light in which it was bathed�察�or perhaps just because it was
human�察�a living thing in the midst of all that still�察�inanimate
grandeur�察�it caught and focused my attention。 I grew greatly interested
in it�察�I wondered if it were that of man or woman�察�and what it was doing
here in this haunted valley。
The figure drew nearer�察�and now I saw it was slender and tall�察�like that
of a lad or of a well´grown woman�察�but to which sex it belonged I could
not see�察�because it was draped in a cloak of beautiful grey fur。 Just
then Scowl came to the other side of the wagon to speak to me about
something�察�which took off my attention for the next two minutes。 When I
looked round again it was to see the figure standing within three yards
of me�察�its face hidden by a kind of hood which was attached to the fur
cloak。
;Who are you�察�and what is your business�拭─�I asked�察�whereon a gentle
voice answered��
;Do you not know me�察�O Macumazana�拭�
;How can I know one who is tied up like a gourd in a mat�拭 �Yet is it
notis it not;
;Yes�察�it is Mameena�察�and I am very pleased that you should remember my
voice�察�Macumazahn�察�after we have been separated for such a long�察�long
time�察─�and�察�with a sudden movement�察�she threw back the kaross�察�hood and
all�察�revealing herself in all her strange beauty。
I jumped down off the wagon´box and took her hand。
;O Macumazana�察─�she said�察�while I still held itor�察�to be accurate��
while she still held mine;indeed my heart is glad to see a friend
again�察─�and she looked at me with her appealing eyes�察�which�察�in the red
light�察�I could see appeared to float in tears。
;A friend�察�Mameena� ─�I exclaimed。 ;Why�察�now you are so rich�察�and the
wife of a big chief�察�you must have plenty of friends。;
;Alas� �Macumazahn�察�I am rich in nothing except trouble�察�for my husband
saves�察�like the ants for winter。 Why�察�he even grudged me this poor
kaross�察�and as for friends�察�he is so jealous that he will not allow me
any。;
;He cannot be jealous of women�察�Mameena� �
;Oh�察�women� �Piff� �I do not care for women�察�they are very unkind to me��
becausebecausewell�察�perhaps you can guess why�察�Macumazahn�察─�she
answered�察�glancing at her own reflection in a little travelling
looking´glass that hung from the woodwork of the wagon�察�for I had been
using it to brush my hair�察�and smiled very sweetly。
;At least you have your husband�察�Mameena�察�and I thought that perhaps by
this time;
She held up her hand。
;My husband� �Oh�察�I would that I had him not�察�for I hate him��
Macumazahn�察�and as for the restnever� �The truth is that I never cared
for any man except one whose name _you_ may chance to remember��
Macumazahn。;
;I suppose you mean Saduko; I began。
;Tell me�察�Macumazahn�察─�she inquired innocently�察 �are white people very
stupid�拭 �I ask because you do not seem as clever as you used to be。 Or
have you perhaps a bad memory�拭�
Now I felt myself turning red as the sky behind me�察�and broke in
hurriedly��
;If you did not like your husband�察�Mameena�察�you should not have married
him。 You know you need not unless you wished。;
;When one has only two thorn bushes to sit on�察�Macumazahn�察�one chooses
that which seems to have the fewest prickles�察�to discover sometimes that
they are still there in hundreds�察�although one did not see them。 You
know that at length everyone gets tired of standing。;
;Is that why you have taken to walking�察�Mameena�拭 �I mean�察�what are you
doing here alone�拭�
;I�拭 �Oh�察�I heard that you were passing this way�察�and came to have a talk
with you。 No�察�from you I cannot hide even the least bit of the truth。
I came to talk with you�察�but also I came to see Zikali and ask him what
a wife should do who hates her husband。;
;Indeed� �And what did he answer you�拭�
;He answered that he thought she had better run away with another man��
if there were one whom she did not hateout of Zululand�察�of course�察�
she replied�察�looking first at me and then at my wagon and the two horses
that were tied to it。
;Is that all he said�察�Mameena�拭�
;No。 Have I not told you that I cannot hide one grain of the truth from
you�拭 �He added that the only other thing to be done was to sit still and
drink my sour milk�察�pretending that it is sweet�察�until my Spirit gives
me a new cow。 He seemed to think that my Spirit would be bountiful in
the matter of new cowsone day。;
;Anything more�拭─�I inquired。
;One little thing。 Have I not told you that you shall have allall the
truth�拭 �Zikali seemed to think also that at last every one of my herd of
cows�察�old and new�察�would come to a bad end。 He did not tell me to what
end。;
She turned her head aside�察�and when she looked up again I saw that she
was weeping�察�really weeping this time�察�not just making her eyes swim�察�as
she did before。
;Of course they will come to a bad end�察�Macumazahn�察─�she went on in a
soft�察�thick voice�察 �for I and all with whom I have to do were 'torn out
of the reeds' ��i。e。 created�А�that way。 And that's why I won't tempt you
to run away with me any more�察�as I meant to do when I saw you�察�because
it is true�察�Macumazahn you are the only man I ever liked or ever shall
like�察�and you know I could make you run away with me if I chose��
although I am black and you are whiteoh�察�yes�察�before to´morrow
morning。 But I won't do it�察�for why should I catch you in my unlucky
web and bring you into all sorts of trouble among my people and your
own�拭 �Go you your road�察�Macumazahn�察�and I will go mine as the wind blows
me。 And now give me a cup of water and let me be awaya cup of water��
no more。 Oh�察�do not be afraid for me�察�or melt too much�察�lest I should
melt also。 I have an escort waiting over yonder hill。 There�察�thank you
for your water�察�Macumazahn�察�and good night。 Doubtless we shall meet
again ere long�察�and I forgot�察�the Little Wise One said he would like
to have a talk with you。 Good night�察�Macumazahn�察�good night。 I trust
that you did a profitable trade with Umbezi my father and Masapo my
husband。 I wonder why such men as these should have been chosen to be
my father and my husband。 Think it over�察�Macumazahn�察�and tell me when
next we meet。 Give me that pretty mirror�察�Macumazahn�察�when I look in it
I shall see you as well as myself�察�and that will please meyou don't
know how much。 I thank you。 Good night。;
In another minute I was watching her solitary little figure�察�now wrapped
again in the hooded kaross�察�as it vanished over the brow of the rise
behind us�察�and really�察�as she went�察�I felt a lump rising in my throat。
Notwithstanding all her wickednessand I suppose she was wickedthere
was something horribly attractive ab