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k that this wildfire chase of romantic situation and adventure may lead thee into some mischief； and then what would become of Alan Fairford？ They might make whom they pleased Lord Advocate or Solicitor…General； I should never have the heart to strive for it。 All my exertions are intended to Vindicate myself one day in your eyes； and I think I should not care a farthing for the embroidered silk gown； more than for an old woman's apron； unless I had hopes that thou shouldst be walking the boards to admire； and perhaps to envy me。
That this may be the case； I pritheebeware！ See not a Dulcinea； in every slipshod girl； who； with blue eyes； fair hair； a tattered plaid； and a willow…wand in her grip； drives out the village cows to the loaning。 Do not think you will meet a gallant Valentine in every English rider； or an Orson in every Highland drover。 View things as they are； and not as they may be magnified through thy teeming fancy。 I have seen thee look at an old gravel pit； till thou madest out capes； and bays； and inlets； crags and precipices； and the whole stupendous scenery of the Isle of Feroe； in what was； to all ordinary eyes； a mere horse… pond。 Besides； did I not once find thee gazing with respect at a lizard； in the attitude of one who looks upon a crocodile？ Now this is； doubtless； so far a harmless exercise of your imagination； for the puddle cannot drown you； nor the Lilliputian alligator eat you up。 But it is different in society； where you cannot mistake the character of those you converse with； or suffer your fancy to exaggerate their qualities； good or bad； without exposing yourself not only to ridicule； but to great and serious inconveniences。 Keep guard； therefore； on your imagination； my dear Darsie； and let your old friend assure you； it is the point of your character most pregnant with peril to its good and generous owner。 Adieu！ let not the franks of the worthy peer remain unemployed； above all； SIS MEMOR MEI。 A。 F。
LETTER III
DARSIE LATIMER TO ALAN FAIRFORD
SHEPHERD'S BUSH。
I have received thine absurd and most conceited epistle。 It is well for thee that； Lovelace and Belford…like； we came under a convention to pardon every species of liberty which we may take with each other； since； upon my word； there are some reflections in your last which would otherwise have obliged me to return forthwith to Edinburgh； merely to show you I was not what you took me for。
Why； what a pair of prigs hast thou made of us！ I plunging into scrapes； without having courage to get out of themthy sagacious self； afraid to put one foot before the other； lest it should run away from its companion； and so standing still like a post； out of mere faintness and coldness of heart； while all the world were driving full speed past thee。 Thou a portrait…painter！ I tell thee； Alan； I have seen a better seated on the fourth round of a ladder； and painting a bare…breeched Highlander； holding a pint… stoup as big as himself； and a booted Lowlander； in a bobwig； supporting a glass of like dimensions； the whole being designed to represent the sign of the Salutation。
How hadst thou the heart to represent thine own individual self； with all thy motions； like those of a great Dutch doll； depending on the pressure of certain springs； as duty； reflection； and the like； without the impulse of which； thou wouldst doubtless have me believe thou wouldst not budge an inch！ But have I not seen Gravity out of his bed at midnight？ and must I； in plain terms； remind thee of certain mad pranks？ Thou hadst ever； with the gravest sentiments in thy mouth and the most starched reserve in thy manner； a kind of lumbering proclivity towards mischief； although with more inclination to set it a…going than address to carry it through； and I cannot but chuckle internally； when I think of having seen my most venerable monitor； the future president of some high Scottish court； puffing； blowing； and floundering； like a clumsy cart…horse in a bog where his efforts to extricate himself only plunged him deeper at every awkward struggle； till some oneI myself； for exampletook compassion on the moaning monster； and dragged him out by mane and tail。
As for me； my portrait is； if possible； even more scandalously caricatured； I fail or quail in spirit at the upcome！ Where canst thou show me the least symptom of the recreant temper； with which thou hast invested me （as I trust） merely to set off the solid and impassible dignity of thine own stupid indifference？ If you ever saw me tremble； be assured that my flesh； like that of the old Spanish general； only quaked at the dangers into which my spirit was about to lead it。 Seriously； Alan； this imputed poverty of spirit is a shabby charge to bring against your friend。 I have examined myself as closely as I can； being； in very truth； a little hurt at your having such hard thoughts of me； and on my life I can see no reason for them。 I allow you have； perhaps； some advantage of me in the steadiness and indifference of your temper； but I should despise myself； if I were conscious of the deficiency in courage which you seem willing enough to impute to me。 However； I suppose； this ungracious hint proceeds from sincere anxiety for my safety； and so viewing it； I swallow it as I would do medicine from a friendly doctor； although I believed in my heart he had mistaken my complaint。
This offensive insinuation disposed of； I thank thee； Alan； for the rest of thy epistle。 I thought I heard your good father pronouncing the word Noble House； with a mixture of contempt and displeasure； as if the very name of the poor little hamlet were odious to him； or as if you had selected； out of all Scotland； the very place at which you had no call to dine。 But if he had had any particular aversion to that blameless village and very sorry inn； is it not his own fault that I did not accept the invitation of the Laird of Glengallacher； to shoot a buck in what he emphatically calls 'his country'？ Truth is； I had a strong desire to have complied with his lairdship's invitation。 To shoot a buck！ Think how magnificent an idea to one who never shot anything but hedge…sparrows； and that with a horse…pistol purchased at a broker's stand in the Cowgate！ You； who stand upon your courage； may remember that I took the risk of firing the said pistol for the first time； while you stood at twenty yards' distance； and that； when you were persuaded it would go off without bursting； forgetting all law but that of the biggest and strongest； you possessed yourself of it exclusively for the rest of the holidays。 Such a day's sport was no complete introduction to the noble art of deer…stalking； as it is practised in the Highlands； but I should not have scrupled to accept honest Glengallacher's invitation； at the risk of firing a rifle for the first time； had it not been for the outcry which your father made at my proposal； in the full ardour of his zeal for King George； the Hanover succession； and the Presbyterian faith。 I wish I had stood out； since I have gained so little upon his good opinion by submission。 All his impressions concerning the Highlanders are taken from the recollections of the Forty…five； when he retreated from the West Port with his brother volunteers； each to the fortalice of his own separate dwelling； so soon as they heard the Adventurer was arrived with his clans as near them as Kirkliston。 The flight of Falkirk PARMA NON BENE SELECTAin which I think your sire had his share with the undaunted western regiment； does not seem to have improved his taste for the company of the Highlanders； （quaere； Alan； dost thou derive the courage thou makest such boast of from an hereditary source？） and stories of Rob Roy Macgregor； and Sergeant Alan Mhor Cameron； have served to paint them in still more sable colours to his imagination。 ＇Of Rob Roy we have had more than enough。 Alan Cameron； commonly called Sergeant Mhor； a freebooter of the same period； was equally remarkable for strength； courage； and generosity。＇
Now； from all I can understand； these ideas； as applied to the present state of the country； are absolutely chimerical。 The Pretender is no more remembered in the Highlands than if the poor gentleman were gathered to his hundred and eight fathers； whose portraits adorn the ancient walls of Holyrood； the broadswords have passed into other hands； the targets are used to cover the butter churns； and the race has sunk； or is fast sinking； from ruffling bullies into tame cheaters。 Indeed； it was partly my conviction that there is little to be seen in the north； which； arriving at your father's conclusions； though from different premisses； inclined my course in this direction； where perhaps I shall see as little。
One thing； however； I HAVE seen； and it was with pleasure the more indescribable； that I was debarred from treading the land which my eyes were permitted to gaze upon； like those of the dying prophet from top of Mount Pisgah；I have seen； in a word； the fruitful shores of merry England； merry England！ of which I boast myself a native； and on which I gaze； even while raging floods and unstable quicksands divide us； with the filial affection of a dutiful son。
Thou canst not have forgotten； Alanfor w
