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is one bit of the mystic consciousness; and our total opinion of



it must find its place in our opinion of that larger whole。







'232' Crichton…Browne expressly says that Symonds's 〃highest



nerve centres were in some degree enfeebled or damaged by these



dreamy mental states which afflicted him so grievously。〃   



Symonds was; however; a perfect monster of many…sided cerebral



efficiency; and his critic gives no objective grounds whatever



for his strange opinion; save that Symonds complained



occasionally; as all susceptible and ambitious men complain; of



lassitude and uncertainty as to his life's mission。















Nitrous oxide and ether; especially nitrous oxide; when



sufficiently diluted with air; stimulate the mystical



consciousness in an extraordinary degree。  Depth beyond depth of



truth seems revealed to the inhaler。  This truth fades out;



however; or escapes; at the moment of coming to; and if any words



remain over in which it seemed to clothe itself; they prove to be



the veriest nonsense。  Nevertheless; the sense of a profound



meaning having been there persists; and I know more than one



person who is persuaded that in the nitrous oxide trance we have



a genuine metaphysical revelation。







Some years ago I myself made some observations on this aspect of



nitrous oxide intoxication; and reported them in print。  One



conclusion was forced upon my mind at that time; and my



impression of its truth has ever since remained unshaken。  It is



that our normal waking consciousness; rational consciousness as



we call it; is but one special type of consciousness; whilst all



about it; parted from it by the filmiest of screens; there lie



potential forms of consciousness entirely different。  We may go



through life without suspecting their existence; but apply the



requisite stimulus; and at a touch they are there in all their



completeness; definite types of mentality which probably



somewhere have their field of application and adaptation。  No



account of the universe in its totality can be final which leaves



these other forms of consciousness quite disregarded。  How to



regard them is the questionfor they are so discontinuous with



ordinary consciousness。  Yet they may determine attitudes though



they cannot furnish formulas; and open a region though they fail



to give a map。 At any rate; they forbid a premature closing of



our



accounts with reality。  Looking back on my own experiences; they



all converge towards a kind of insight to which I cannot help



ascribing some metaphysical significance。  The keynote of it is



invariably a reconciliation。  It is as if the opposites of the



world; whose contradictoriness and conflict make all our



difficulties and troubles; were melted into unity。  Not only do



they; as contrasted species; belong to one and the same genus;



but one of the species; the nobler and better one; is itself the



genus; and so soaks up and absorbs its opposite into itself。 



This is a dark saying; I know; when thus expressed in terms of



common logic; but I cannot wholly escape from its authority。 I



feel as if it must mean something; something like what the



hegelian philosophy means; if one could only lay hold of it more



clearly。  Those who have ears to hear; let them hear; to me the



living sense of its reality only comes in the artificial mystic



state of mind。'233'







'233' What reader of Hegel can doubt that that sense of a



perfected Being with all its otherness soaked up into itself;



which dominates his whole philosophy; must have come from the



prominence in his consciousness of mystical moods like this; in



most persons kept subliminal?  The notion is thoroughly



characteristic of the mystical level and the Aufgabe of making it



articulate was surely set to Hegel's intellect by mystical



feeling。















I just now spoke of friends who believe in the anaesthetic



revelation。  For them too it is a monistic insight; in which the



OTHER in its various forms appears absorbed into the One。







〃Into this pervading genius;〃 writes one of them; 〃we pass;



forgetting and forgotten; and thenceforth each is all; in God。



There is no higher; no deeper; no other; than the life in which



we are founded。  'The One remains; the many change and pass;' and



each and every one of us IS the One that remains。 。 。 。 This is



the ultimatum。 。 。 。  As sure as beingwhence is all our



careso sure is content; beyond duplexity; antithesis; or



trouble; where I have triumphed in a solitude that God is not



above。〃'234'







'234' Benjamin Paul Blood:  The Anaesthetic Revelation and the



Gist of Philosophy; Amsterdam; N。 Y。; 1874; pp。 35; 36。  Mr。



Blood has made several attempts to adumbrate the anaesthetic



revelation; in pamphlets of rare literary distinction; privately



printed and distributed by himself at Amsterdam。  Xenos Clark; a



philosopher; who died young at Amherst in the '80's; much



lamented by those who knew him; was also impressed by the



revelation。  〃In the first place;〃 he once wrote to me; 〃Mr。



Blood and I agree that the revelation is; if anything



non…emotional。  It is utterly flat。  It is; as Mr。 Blood says;



'the one sole and sufficient insight why; or not why; but how;



the present is pushed on by the past; and sucked forward by the



vacuity of the future。  Its inevitableness defeats all attempts



at stopping or accounting for it。  It is all precedence and



presupposition; and questioning is in regard to it forever too



late。  It is an initiation of the past。' The real secret would be



the formula by which the 'now' keeps exfoliating out of itself;



yet never escapes。  What is it; indeed; that keeps existence



exfoliating?  The formal being of anything; the logical



definition of it; is static。  For mere logic every question



contains its own answerwe simply fill the hole with the dirt we



dug out。  Why are twice two four?  Because; in fact; four is



twice two。  Thus logic finds in life no propulsion; only a



momentum。  It goes because it is a…going。 But the revelation



adds:  it goes because it is and WAS a…going。  You walk; as it



were; round yourself in the revelation。  Ordinary philosophy is



like a hound hunting his own tail。  The more he hunts the farther



he has to go; and his nose never catches up with his heels;



because it is forever ahead of them。  So the present is already a



foregone conclusion; and I am ever too late to understand it。 



But at the moment of recovery from anaesthesis; just then; BEFORE



STARTING ON LIFE; I catch; so to speak; a glimpse of my heels; a



glimpse of the eternal process just in the act of starting。  The



truth is that we travel on a journey that was accomplished before



we set out; and the real end of philosophy is accomplished; not



when we arrive at; but when we remain in; our destination (being



already there)which may occur vicariously in this life when we



cease our intellectual questioning。 That is why there is a smile



upon the face of the revelation; as we view it。  It tells us that



we are forever half a second too late that's all。  'You could



kiss your own lips; and have all the fun to yourself;' it says;



if you only knew the trick。  It would be perfectly easy if they



would just stay there till you got round to them。 Why don't you



manage it somehow?〃















Dialectically minded readers of this farrago will at least



recognize the region of thought of which Mr。 Clark writes; as



familiar。  In his latest pamphlet; 〃Tennyson's Trances and the



Anaesthetic Revelation;〃 Mr。 Blood describes its value for life



as follows:







〃The Anaesthetic Revelation is the Initiation of Man into the



Immemorial Mystery of the Open Secret of Being; revealed as the



Inevitable Vortex of Continuity。  Inevitable is the word。  Its



motive is inherentit is what has to be。  It is not for any love



or hate; nor for joy nor sorrow; nor good nor ill。  End;



beginning; or purpose; it knows not of。







〃It affords no particular of the multiplicity and variety of



things but it fills appreciation of the historical and the sacred



with a secular and intimately personal illumination of the nature



and motive of existence; which then seems reminiscentas if it



should have appeared; or shall yet appear; to every participant



thereof。







〃Although it is at first startling in its solemnity; it becomes



directly such a matter of courseso old…fashioned; and so akin



to proverbs 

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