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to go to West Point as a Cadet from my Congressional district。 My
chances for this seemed very remote�察�however�察�till one day an
opportunity was thrown in my way by the boy who then held the place
failing to pass his examination。 When I learned that by this
occurrence a vacancy existed�察�I wrote to our representative in
Congress�察�the Hon。 Thomas Ritchey�察�and asked him for the appointment��
reminding him that we had often met in Fink & Dittoe's store�察�and
that therefore he must know something of my qualifications。 He
responded promptly by enclosing my warrant for the class of 1848�察�so��
notwithstanding the many romances that have been published about the
matter�察�to Mr。 Ritchey�察�and to him alone�察�is due all the creditif
my career justifies that termof putting me in the United States
Army。
At once I set about preparing for the examination which precedes
admission to the Military Academy�察�studying zealously under the
direction of Mr。 William Clark�察�my old teachers�察�McNanly and Thorn��
having disappeared from Somerset and sought new fields of usefulness。
The intervening months passed rapidly away�察�and I fear that I did not
make much progress�察�yet I thought I should be able to pass the
preliminary examination。 That which was to follow worried me more
and gave me many sleepless nights�察�but these would have been less in
number�察�I fully believe�察�had it not been for one specification of my��
outfit which the circular that accompanied my appointment demanded。
This requirement was a pair of ;Monroe shoes。; Now�察�out in Ohio��
what ;Monroe shoes; were was a mysterynot a shoemaker in my section
having so much as an inkling of the construction of the perplexing
things�察�until finally my eldest brother brought an idea of them from
Baltimore�察�when it was found that they were a familiar pattern under
another name。
At length the time for my departure came�察�and I set out for West
Point�察�going by way of Cleveland and across Lake Erie to Buffalo。 On
the steamer I fell in with another appointee en route to the academy��
David S。 Stanley�察�also from Ohio�察�and when our acquaintanceship had
ripened somewhat�察�and we had begun to repose confidence in each
other�察�I found out that he had no ;Monroe shoes�察─�so I deemed myself
just that much ahead of my companion�察�although my shoes might not
conform exactly to the regulations in Eastern style and finish。 At
Buffalo�察�Stanley and I separated�察�he going by the Erie Canal and I by
the railroad�察�since I wanted to gain time on account of commands to
stop in Albany to see my father's uncle。 Here I spent a few days��
till Stanley reached Albany�察�when we journeyed together down the
river to West Point。 The examination began a few days after our
arrival�察�and I soon found myself admitted to the Corps of Cadets�察�to
date from July 1�察�1848�察�in a class composed of sixty´three members��
many of whomfor example�察�Stanley�察�Slocum�察�Woods�察�Kautz�察�and Crook´
´became prominent generals in later years�察�and commanded divisions��
corps�察�and armies in the war of the rebellion。
Quickly following my admission I was broken in by a course of hazing��
with many of the approved methods that the Cadets had handed down
from year to year since the Academy was founded�察�still�察�I escaped
excessive persecution�察�although there were in my day many occurrences
so extreme as to call forth condemnation and an endeavor to suppress
the senseless custom�察�which an improved civilization has now about
eradicated�察�not only at West Point�察�but at other colleges。
Although I had met the Academic board and come off with fair success��
yet I knew so little of Algebra or any of the higher branches of
mathematics that during my first six months at the Academy I was
discouraged by many misgivings as to the future�察�for I speedily
learned that at the January examination the class would have to stand
a test much severer than that which had been applied to it on
entering。 I resolved to try hard�察�however�察�and�察�besides�察�good
fortune gave me for a room´mate a Cadet whose education was more
advanced than mine�察�and whose studious habits and willingness to aid
others benefited me immensely。 This room´mate was Henry W。 Slocum��
since so signally distinguished in both military and civil capacities
as to win for his name a proud place in the annals of his country。
After tapsthat is�察�when by the regulations of the Academy all the
lights were supposed to be extinguished�察�and everybody in bedSlocum
and I would hang a blanket over the one window of our room and
continue our studieshe guiding me around scores of stumbling´blocks
in Algebra and elucidating many knotty points in other branches of
the course with which I was unfamiliar。 On account of this
association I went up before the Board in January with less
uneasiness than otherwise would have been the case�察�and passed the
examination fairly well。 When it was over�察�a self´confidence in my
capacity was established that had not existed hitherto�察�and at each
succeeding examination I gained a little in order of merit till my
furlough summer came roundthat is�察�when I was half through the
four´year course。
My furlough in July and August�察�1850�察�was spent at my home in Ohio��
with the exception of a visit or two to other Cadets on furlough in
the State�察�and at the close of my leave I returned to the Academy in
the full expectation of graduating with my class in 1852。
A quarrel of a belligerent character in September�察。�1851�察�with Cadet
William R。 Terrill�察�put an end to this anticipation�察�however�察�and
threw me back into the class which graduated in 1853。 Terrill was a
Cadet Sergeant�察�and�察�while my company was forming for parade�察�having��
given me an order�察�in what I considered an improper tone�察�to ;dress;
in a certain direction�察�when I believed I was accurately dressed�察�I
fancied I had a grievance�察�and made toward him with a lowered
bayonet�察�but my better judgment recalled me before actual contact
could take place。 Of course Terrill reported me for this�察�and my ire
was so inflamed by his action that when we next met I attacked him��
and a fisticuff engagement in front of barracks followed�察�which was
stopped by an officer appearing on the scene。 Each of us handed in
an explanation�察�but mine was unsatisfactory to the authorities�察�for I
had to admit that I was the assaulting party�察�and the result was that
I was suspended by the Secretary of War�察�Mr。 Conrad�察�till August 28��
1852the Superintendent of the Academy�察�Captain Brewerton�察�being
induced to recommend this milder course�察�he said�察�by my previous good
conduct。 At the time I thought�察�of course�察�my suspension a very
unfair punishment�察�that my conduct was justifiable and the
authorities of the Academy all wrong�察�but riper experience has led me
to a different conclusion�察�and as I look back�察�though the
mortification I then endured was deep and trying�察�I am convinced that
it was hardly as much as I deserved for such an outrageous breach of
discipline。
There was no question as to Terrill's irritating tone�察�but in giving
me the order he was prompted by the duty of his position as a file
closer�察�and I was not the one to remedy the wrong which I conceived
had been done me�察�and clearly not justifiable in assuming to correct
him with my own hands。 In 1862�察�when General Buell's army was
assembling at Louisville�察�Terrill was with it as a brigadier´general
��for�察�although a Virginian�察�he had remained loyal���察�and I then took
the initiative toward a renewal of our acquaintance。 Our renewed
friendship was not destined to be of long duration�察�I am sorry to
say�察�for a few days later�察�in the battle of Perryville�察�while
gallantly fighting for his country�察�poor Terrill was killed。
My suspension necessitated my leaving the Academy�察�and I returned
home in the fall of 1851�察�much crestfallen。 Fortunately�察�my good
friend Henry Dittoe again gave me employment in keeping the books of
his establishment�察�and this occupation of my time made the nine
months which were to elapse before I could go back to West Point pass
much more agreeably than they would have done had I been idle。 In
August�察�1852�察�I joined the first class at the Academy in accordance
with the order of the War Department�察�taking my place at the foot of
the class and graduating with it the succeeding June�察�number thirty´
four in a membership of fifty´two。 At the head of this class
graduated James B。 McPherson�察�who was killed in the Atlanta campaign
while commanding the Army of the Tennessee。 It also contained such
men as John M。 Schofield�察�who commanded the Army of the Ohio�察�Joshua
W。 Sill�察�killed as a brigadier in the battle of Stone River�察�and many
others who�察�in the war of the rebellion�察�on one side or the other��
rose to prominence�察�General John B。 Hood being the most distinguished
member of the class among the Confederates。
At the close of the final examination I made no formal application
for assignment to any particular arm of