the red badge of courage(红色英勇勋章)-第30节
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The men； staring intently； began to wait for some of the distant walls of
smoke to move and dis… close to them the scene。 Since much of their
strength and their breath had vanished； they re… turned to caution。 They
were become men again。
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The youth had a vague belief that he had run miles； and he thought； in
a way； that he was now in some new and unknown land。
The moment the regiment ceased its advance the protesting splutter of
musketry became a steadied roar。 Long and accurate fringes of smoke
spread out。 From the top of a small hill came level belchings of yellow
flame that caused an inhuman whistling in the air。
The men； halted； had opportunity to see some of their comrades
dropping with moans and shrieks。 A few lay under foot； still or wailing。
And now for an instant the men stood； their rifles slack in their hands； and
watched the regiment dwindle。 They appeared dazed and stupid。 This
spectacle seemed to paralyze them； overcome them with a fatal fascination。
They stared wood… enly at the sights； and； lowering their eyes； looked
from face to face。 It was a strange pause； and a strange silence。
Then； above the sounds of the outside commo… tion； arose the roar of
the lieutenant。 He strode suddenly forth； his infantile features black with
rage。
〃Come on； yeh fools！〃 he bellowed。 〃Come on！ Yeh can't stay here。
Yeh must come on。〃 He said more； but much of it could not be under…
stood。
He started rapidly forward； with his head turned toward the men。
〃Come on；〃 he was shouting。 The men stared with blank and yokel… like
eyes at him。 He was obliged to halt and retrace his steps。 He stood then
with his back to the enemy and delivered gigantic curses into the faces of
the men。 His body vibrated from the weight and force of his
imprecations。 And he could string oaths with the facility of a maiden
who strings beads。
The friend of the youth aroused。 Lurching suddenly forward and
dropping to his knees； he fired an angry shot at the persistent woods。
This action awakened the men。 They huddled no more like sheep。
They seemed suddenly to be… think them of their weapons； and at once
com… menced firing。 Belabored by their officers； they began to move
forward。 The regiment； involved like a cart involved in mud and muddle；
started unevenly with many jolts and jerks。 The men stopped now every
few paces to fire and load； and in this manner moved slowly on from trees
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to trees。
The flaming opposition in their front grew with their advance until it
seemed that all for… ward ways were barred by the thin leaping tongues；
and off to the right an ominous demon… stration could sometimes be dimly
discerned。 The smoke lately generated was in confusing clouds that made
it difficult for the regiment to proceed with intelligence。 As he passed
through each curling mass the youth wondered what would confront him
on the farther side。
The command went painfully forward until an open space interposed
between them and the lurid lines。 Here； crouching and cowering be… hind
some trees； the men clung with desperation； as if threatened by a wave。
They looked wild… eyed； and as if amazed at this furious disturbance they
had stirred。 In the storm there was an ironical expression of their
importance。 The faces of the men； too； showed a lack of a certain feeling
of responsibility for being there。 It was as if they had been driven。 It
was the dominant animal failing to remember in the supreme mo… ments
the forceful causes of various superficial qualities。 The whole affair
seemed incompre… hensible to many of them。
As they halted thus the lieutenant again be… gan to bellow profanely。
Regardless of the vin… dictive threats of the bullets； he went about coaxing；
berating； and bedamning。 His lips； that were habitually in a soft and
childlike curve； were now writhed into unholy contortions。 He swore by
all possible deities。
Once he grabbed the youth by the arm。 〃Come on； yeh lunkhead！〃 he
roared。 〃Come on！ We'll all git killed if we stay here。 We've on'y got
t' go across that lot。 An' then〃the remainder of his idea disappeared in a
blue haze of curses。
The youth stretched forth his arm。 〃Cross there？〃 His mouth was
puckered in doubt and awe。
〃Certainly。 Jest 'cross th' lot！ We can't stay here；〃 screamed the
lieutenant。 He poked his face close to the youth and waved his ban…
daged hand。 〃Come on！〃 Presently he grap… pled with him as if for a
wrestling bout。 It was as if he planned to drag the youth by the ear on to
the assault。
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The private felt a sudden unspeakable indig… nation against his officer。
He wrenched fiercely and shook him off。
〃Come on herself； then；〃 he yelled。 There was a bitter challenge in
his voice。
They galloped together down the regimental front。 The friend
scrambled after them。 In front of the colors the three men began to bawl：
〃Come on！ come on！〃 They danced and gy… rated like tortured savages。
The flag； obedient to these appeals； bended its glittering form and
swept toward them。 The men wavered in indecision for a moment； and
then with a long； wailful cry the dilapidated regiment surged forward and
began its new journey。
Over the field went the scurrying mass。 It was a handful of men
splattered into the faces of the enemy。 Toward it instantly sprang the yel…
low tongues。 A vast quantity of blue smoke hung before them。 A
mighty banging made ears valueless。
The youth ran like a madman to reach the woods before a bullet could
discover him。 He ducked his head low； like a football player。 In his
haste his eyes almost closed； and the scene was a wild blur。 Pulsating
saliva stood at the corners of his mouth。
Within him； as he hurled himself forward； was born a love； a
despairing fondness for this flag which was near him。 It was a creation
of beauty and invulnerability。 It was a goddess； radiant； that bended its
form with an imperious gesture to him。 It was a woman； red and white；
hating and loving； that called him with the voice of his hopes。 Because
no harm could come to it he en… dowed it with power。 He kept near； as if
it could be a saver of lives； and an imploring cry went from his mind。
In the mad scramble he was aware that the color sergeant flinched
suddenly； as if struck by a bludgeon。 He faltered； and then became
motion… less； save for his quivering knees。
He made a spring and a clutch at the pole。 At the same instant his
friend grabbed it from the other side。 They jerked at it； stout and furious；
but the color sergeant was dead； and the corpse would not relinquish its
trust。 For a moment there was a grim encounter。 The dead man；
swinging with bended back； seemed to be obsti… nately tugging； in
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ludicrous and awful ways； for the possession of the flag。
It was past in an instant of time。 They wrenched the flag furiously
from the dead man； and； as they turned again； the corpse swayed for… ward
with bowed head。 One arm swung high； and the curved hand fell with
heavy protest on the friend's unheeding shoulder。
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