sk.theshining-第48节
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Just close your eyes and it will be gone。
What he had seen in the Presidential Sweet had gone away。 And the snake had only been a fire hose that had fallen onto the rug。 Yes； even the blood in the Presidential Sweet had been harmless； something old； something that had happened long before he was born or even thought of； something that was done with。 Like a movie that only he could see。 There was nothing； really nothing； in this hotel that could hurt him； and if he had to prove that to himself by going into this room； shouldn't he do so？
〃Lou； Lou； skip to m'Lou 。 。 。〃 （Curiosity killed the cat my dear redrum； redrum my dear； satisfaction brought him back safe and sound； from toes to crown； from head to ground he was safe and sound。 He knew that those things） （are like scary pictures； they can't hurt you； but oh my god） （what big teeth you have grandma and is that a wolf in a BLUEBEARD suit or a BLUEBEARD in a wolf suit and i'm so） （glad you asked because curiosity killed that cat and it was the HOPE of satisfaction that brought him） up the hall； treading softly over the blue and twisting jungle carpet。 He had stopped by the fire extinguisher； had put the brass nozzle back in the frame； and then had poked it repeatedly with his finger； heart thumping； whispering：
〃e on and hurt me。 e on and hurt me； you cheap prick。 Can't do it； can you？ Huh？ You're nothing but a cheap fire hose。 Can't do nothin but lie there。
e on； e on！〃 He had felt insane with bravado。 And nothing had happened。 It was only a hose after all； only canvas and brass； you could hack it to pieces and it would never plain； never twist and jerk and bleed green slime all over the blue carpet； because it was only a hose； not a nose and not a rose； not glass buttons or satin bows； not a snake in a sleepy doze 。 。 。 and he had hurried on； had hurried on because he was （〃late； I'm late；〃 said the white rabbit。） the white rabbit。 Yes。 Now there was a white rabbit out by the playground； once it had been green but now it was white； as if something had shocked it repeatedly on the snowy； windy nights and turned it old 。 。 。
Danny took the passkey from his pocket and slid it into the lock。
〃Lou； Lou 。 。 。〃 （the white rabbit had been on its way to a croquet party to the Red Queen's croquet party storks for mallets hedgehogs for halls） He touched the key； let his fingers wander over it。 His head felt dry and sick。 He turned the key and the tumblers thumped back smoothly。
（OFF WITH HIS HEAD！ OFF WITH HIS HEAD！ OFF WITH HIS HEAD！） （this game isn't croquet though the mallets are too short this game is） （WHACK…BOOM！ Straight through the wicket。） （OFF WITH HIS HEEEEEAAAAAAAD） Danny pushed the door open。 It swung smoothly； without a creak。 He was standing just outside a large bination bedsitting room； and although the snow had not reached up this far…the highest drifts were still a foot below the second…floor windows…the room was dark because Daddy had closed all the shutters on the western exposure two weeks ago。
He stood in the doorway； fumbled to his right； and found the switch plate。 Two bulbs in an overhead cut…glass fixture came on。 Danny stepped further in and looked around。 The rug was deep and soft； a quiet rose color。 Soothing。 A double bed with a white coverlet。 A writing desk （Pray tell me： Why is a raven like a writing desk？） by the large shuttered window。 During the season the Constant Writer （having a wonderful time； wish you were fear） would have a pretty view of the mountains to describe to the folks back home。
He stepped further in。 Nothing here； nothing at all。 Only an empty room； cold because Daddy was heating the east wing today。 A bureau。 A closet； its door open to reveal a clutch of hotel hangers； the kind you can't steal。 A Gideon Bible on an endtable。 To his left was the bathroom door； a full…length mirror on it reflecting his own white…faced image。 That door was ajar and… He watched his double nod slowly。
Yes； that's where it was； whatever it was。 In there。 In the bathroom。 His double walked forward； as if to escape the glass。 It put its hand out； pressed it against his own。 Then it fell away at an angle as the bathroom door swung open。 He looked in。
A long room； old…fashioned； like a Pullman car。 Tiny white hexagonal tiles on the floor。 At the far end； a toilet with the lid up。 At the right； a washbasin and another mirror above it； the kind that hides a medicine cabinet。 To the left； a huge white tub on claw feet； the shower curtain pulled closed。 Danny stepped into the bathroom and walked toward the tub dreamily； as if propelled from outside himself； as if this whole thing were one of the dreams Tony had brought him； that he would perhaps see something nice when he pulled the shower curtain back； something Daddy had forgotten or Mommy had lost； something that would make them both happy… So he pulled the shower curtain back。
The woman in the tub had been dead for a long time。 She was bloated and purple； her gas…filled belly rising out of the cold； ice…rimmed water like some fleshy island。 Her eyes were fixed on Danny's； glassy and huge； like marbles。
She was grinning； her purple lips pulled back in a grimace。 Her breasts lolled。
Her pubic hair floated。 Her hands were frozen on the knurled porcelain sides of the tub like crab claws。
Danny shrieked。 But the sound never escaped his lips； turning inward and inward； it fell down in his darkness like a stone in a well。 He took a single blundering step backward； bearing his heels clack on the white hexagonal tiles； and at the same moment his urine broke； spilling effortlessly out of him。
The woman was sitting up。
Still grinning； her huge marble eyes fixed on him； she was sitting up。 Her dead palms made squittering noises on the porcelain。 Her breasts swayed like ancient cracked punching bags。 There was the minute sound of breaking ice shards。 She was not breathing。 She was a corpse； and dead long years。
Danny turned and ran。 Bolting through the bathroom door； his eyes starting from their sockets； his hair on end like the hair of a hedgehog about to be turned into a sacrificial （croquet？ or rogue？） ball； his mouth open and soundless。 He ran full…tilt into the outside door of 217； which was now closed。 He began hammering on it； far beyond realizing that it was unlocked； and he had only to turn the knob to let himself out。 His mouth pealed forth deafening screams that were beyond human auditory range。 He could only hammer on the door and hear the dead woman ing for him； bloated belly； dry hair； outstretched hands…something that had lain slain in that tub for perhaps years； embalmed there in magic。
The door would not open； would not； would not； would not。
And then the voice of Dick Hallorann came to him； so sudden and unexpected； so calm； that his locked vocal cords opened and he began to cry weakly…not with fear but with blessed relief。
（I don't think they can hurt you 。 。 。 they're like pictures in a book 。 。 。
close your eyes and they'll he gone。） His eyelids snapped down。 His hands curled into balls。 His shoulders hunched with the effort of his concentration： （Nothing there nothing there not there at all NOTHING THERE THERE IS NOTHING！） Time passed。 And he was just beginning to relax； just beginning to realize that the door must be unlocked and he could go； when the years…damp； bloated； fish…smelling hands closed softly around his throat and he was turned implacably around to stare into that dead and purple face。
P A R T F O U R
Snowbound
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DREAMLAND
Knitting made her sleepy。 Today even Bartok would have made her sleepy； and it wasn't Bartok on the little phonograph； it was Bach。 Her hands grew slower and slower； and at the time her son was making the acquaintance of Room 217's long… term resident； Wendy was asleep with her knitting on her lap。 The yarn and needles rose in the slow time of her breathing。 Her sleep was deep and she did not dream。
* * *
Jack Torrance had fallen asleep too； but his sleep was light and uneasy； populated by dreams that seemed too vivid to be mere dreams…they were certainly more vivid than any dreams he had ever had before。
His eyes had begun to get heavy as he leafed through packets of milk bills； a hundred to a packet； seemingly tens of thousands all together。 Yet he gave each one a cursory glance； afraid that by not being thorough he might miss exactly the piece of Overlookiana he needed to make the mystic connection that he was sure must be here somewhere。 He felt like a man with a power cord in one hand； groping around a dark and unfamiliar room for a socket。 If he could find it he would be rewarded with a view of wonders。
He had e to grips with Al Shockley's phone call and his request； his strange experience in the playground had helped him to do that。 That had been too damned close to some kind of breakdown； and he was convinced that it was his mind in revolt against Al's high…goddam…handed request that he chuck his book project。 It had maybe been a signal that his own sense of self…respect could only be pushed so far before disintegrating entirely。 H
