pzb.lostsouls-第9节
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d Ghost sucked in his breath； sharp and scared。
Steve followed Ghost's gaze to the oak and saw nothing at all。 But he knew Ghost saw something there。 And somehow that was scarier than seeing it himself。
Ghost felt his feet moving。 He hadn't told them to move。 He wasn't even sure he wanted them to move。 He took several steps toward the oak； and when he got close enough； the outline of the twins grew clearer； more solid。
They were balanced on a low branch； their legs swinging； their hands climbing like delicate white insects along the trunk。 Closer still； and Ghost could smell them： their strange； heady bouquet of strawberry incense； clove cigarettes； wine and blood and rain and the sweat of passion。 All the things they had loved when they were alive； the things that dragged them down； drove them to live upon each other's essence until they ran dry。 But here on this midnight hill； in the pallid moonlight； the twins were beautiful still。 They wore colored silks； silks that caught the moon and threw it back in a thousand shades of iridescence。 And Ghost could see no spiderweb tracery of age on their faces。 He saw only their dark lips； their brittle； false…colored； silken hair of lemon…yellow and cherry…red； their eyes like silver pearl； filmy and pupilless。
But they were looking at him； he knew that； and when he was close enough to touch the trunk of the tree； one of them spoke to him。 It was only his name； whispered through the branches； 〃Ghost；〃 but it was like a wind blowing from across a strange sea； like an unseen rustle in an empty room。 Ghost put his hand on the trunk； near a slender silk…clad leg so tangible he wanted to stroke it。
Why was he seeing them now； these creatures from his dream？ He had thought they were pitiful； but now they frightened him。 He found himself wondering what they had bee after their death； how death had changed them。 If they were somehow alive even now； what allowed them to be？ And why had he dreamed of them in the first place？
Ghost was used to asking himself such questions。 He had been visited in his dreams by the dead； he had dreamed the future as clearly as a story in a book； he had been able to pick up the thoughts and feelings of people he was close to…and other people if he concentrated…for as long as he could remember。 But he had never been visited while awake by creatures from one of his dreams。
〃What is it？〃 Steve called from across the clearing。
〃Hello； Ghost；〃 said the crimson…haired twin； smiling down at him with rouged lips。 Those lips were too dark in that pale； peaked face； and there was no warmth in that smile； only a spasm of muscles long forgotten； a memory of a smile。 But Ghost looked up into those flat silvery eyes； and he was not afraid for his own safety。 Not yet。 These twins had been dead a long time； if indeed they had ever lived outside his dream。
〃Of course we haven't；〃 said the first twin； catching Ghost's thought。 〃We're just your dream。〃
〃We don't go around killing little niggerboys on lonely roadsides long past midnight just to suck their lives out。〃
〃He didn't taste exquisite； did he； love； at the moment of death？ No； we didn't suck out that little boy's life； Ghost。〃
〃Nooo； not us； not so we could stay beautiful。 We're just your dream。。。。 〃
Obviously they did not intend him to believe it。 Beneath the twins' exotic scent Ghost caught a whiff of decay； dry and stale； edged with pale brown。 Their skin suddenly looked brittle； as if the touch of a breeze would flake it away from fragile ivory bones。 Ghost wanted to ask them whether it hurt to rot； whether they grew lonely in the grave。 He wanted to know whether they were buried together in a casket big enough for two bodies…big enough for two small dry bodies that knew how to fit together like a puzzle of blood and bone。 Or did their graves lie side by side； and did they have to reach through the earth to clasp hands？
He had to find out what they were； whether they were dangerous。 Reluctantly he reached out and tried to touch their minds； reluctantly he found them。 Their minds were like echoes； like haunted rooms from which all the life had gone。 The touch of their thoughts was light； fluttering； as cold and silver as graveyard stone； as voracious as feeding animals。 They took Ghost into the grave with them； and he saw the darkest darkness that ever was； darker than a starless night on the mountain where he'd been born； darker than the darkness that swam up behind his closed eyelids when he lay in bed at night； darker than the hour before dawn。
He was lying on rotten satin； and he felt his tissues drying and shrivelling inside him； felt the secret loving movement of the creatures that shared his grave； the pale worms； the shiny beetles with their delicate black legs； the things without shape or name； too tiny to be seen； the hungry things turning his flesh back into new rich earth…
〃Ghost！ What the fuck are you doing？〃 Steve's hands were on him； large and strong and undeniably real； Steve's bony fingers digging into Ghost's shoulders。
Ghost leaned back against Steve。 〃It doesn't hurt；〃 he said …to Steve？ to the twins？ He knew not； he cared not。
〃What doesn't hurt？ Who are you talking to？〃
〃Death doesn't hurt；〃 said one of the twins； and a light came into his silver eyes。 〃Death is dark； death is sweet。〃
The other twin took up the litany。 〃Death is all that lasts forever。 Death is eternal beauty。〃
〃Death is a lover with a thousand tongues…〃
〃A thousand insect caresses…〃
〃Death is easy。〃
〃Death is easy。〃
〃DEATH IS EASY DEATH IS EASY DEATH…ISEASYDEATHIS…〃
〃Shut up！〃 Ghost screamed。 The chant swelled inside his head； became the rhythm of his heartbeat； sucked him in。 〃Stop it！ Leave me alone！〃
Then Steve's arms were around him； and instead of the twins' rotten…spice odor there was only Steve's smell； beer and dirty hair and fear and love； and Ghost buried his face in the soft black cotton of Steve's T…shirt。 When he opened his eyes again； the twins were gone。 Ghost heard only the faraway roar of the power plant across the water； saw only the branches of the oak； tangled and twisted； stretching up to the clear； glittering sky。
Ghost didn't talk much on the drive back to Missing Mile。 He told Steve only about the lovely feral faces of the twins and their bright silks and their bewitching dead smell。 He didn't want to wonder； he said； what kind of an omen those twins might have been 。 。 。 or； worse than an omen； if they might have been real。 Instead he finished the whiskey and went to sleep with his head hung out the window and his hair streaming in the wind； and Steve looked from the shimmering road to the hill of Ghost's cheek； the dark curve of his eyebrow； the satin scrap of his lashes。
Again Steve wondered what manner of things lived in that pale head； what Ghost was made of； of what substance were his visions。 Steve had heard nothing back there on the hill； nothing but the wind and the power plant's faraway hum。 He had seen nothing but the old scarred oak tree； wild against the sky。 But he believed that Ghost had seen a pair of twins long dead； the twins that had died in his dream and e back to life in his waking hours。 Steve no longer even considered disbelieving the things Ghost saw and heard； the things Ghost knew without knowing。
Steve's faith in the high omniscient gods of his childhood …Santa Claus； the Easter Bunny； and an eccentric creature apparently designed just for him； the Haircut Fairy…had been blasted by older； more worldly friends who advised him to stay awake and see whether it wasn't his dad spiriting away the carefully wrapped package of dark and unruly hair clippings； whether it wasn't his mother delivering all those mystical goodies。 The Easter…morning chocolate never tasted quite se wondrously creamy after he found out that it wasn't brewed and molded under the roots of a tree deep in some enchanted forest； in the vast subterranean workshop of a gl…ant rabbit he had pictured as bearing a strong resemblance to Bugs Bunny； but with bright pink fur。
Years later； when his aunt and cousins took him to church； he suspected that this was more of the same magical gobbledygook updated for grown…ups。 With the cynical hope of an eleven…year…old he prayed for the successful flight of the hyperspace machine he and his friend R。J。 were building in the Finns' garage。 But the motors they had salvaged from hair dryers； refrigerators； and one precious wrecked motorcycle left them stranded on earth； no matter how many adjustments they made； how many dials they twisted； no matter how many times R。J。 pushed his glasses up on his nose and checked the spiral notebook from Walgreen's that contained his calculations； no matter how bitterly Steve cussed and kicked at the mess of machinery。
Steve thought his belief in magic might well have died there； at the hands of a God who cared nothing for a hyperspace machine built by the labor and thievery and faith of two skinny； sweaty boys who had hoped all through a long summer。 Steve's faith might have been shattered beyond salvation； might have died right there on that garage floor； along with the snips of wire； the s
