sk.everythingseventual-第12节
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ver…I saw the bridge through layerings of leaves and firs。 Still screaming； but breathlessly now； sounding like a teakettle which has almost boiled dry； I reached this second； steeper bank and charged up to it。
Halfway to the top I slipped to my knees； looked over my shoulder； and saw the man in the black suit almost at my heels； his white face pulled into a convulsion of fury and greed。 His cheeks were splattered with his bloody tears and his shark's mouth hung open like a hinge。
'Fisherboy！' he snarled； and started up the bank after me； grasping at my foot with one long hand。 I tore free； turned； and threw my fish…ing pole at him。 He batted it down easily； but it tangled his feet up somehow and he went to his knees。 I didn't wait to see anymore； I turned and bolted to the top of the slope。 I almost slipped at the very top； but managed to grab one of the support struts running beneath the bridge and save myself。
'You can't get away； fisherboy！' he cried from behind me。 He sounded furious； but he also sounded as if he were laughing。 'It takes more than a mouthful of trout to fill me up！'
'Leave me alone！' I screamed back at him。 I grabbed the bridge's railing and threw myself over it in a clumsy somersault； filling my hands with splinters and bumping my head so hard on the boards when I came down that I saw stars。 I rolled over onto my belly and began crawling。 I lurched to my feet just before I got to the end of the bridge； stumbled once； found my rhythm； and then began to run。 I ran as only nine…year…old boys can run； which is like the wind。 It felt as if my feet only touched the ground with every third or fourth stride； and for all I know； that may be true。 I ran straight up the righthand wheelrut in the road； ran until my temples pounded and my eyes pulsed in their sockets； ran until I had a hot stitch in my left side from the bottom of my ribs to my armpit； ran until I could taste blood and something like metal…shavings in the back of my throat。 When I couldn't run anymore I stumbled to a stop and looked back over my shoulder； puffing and blowing like a windbroke horse。 I was convinced I would see him standing right there behind me in his natty black suit； the watch…chain a glittering loop across his vest and not a hair out of place。
But he was gone。 The road stretching back toward Castle Stream between the darkly massed pines and spruces was empty。 And yet I sensed him somewhere near in those woods； watching me with his grassfire eyes； smelling of burnt matches and roasted fish。
I turned and began walking as fast as I could； limping a little…I'd pulled muscles in both legs； and when I got out of bed the next morning I was so sore I could barely walk。 I didn't notice those things then； though。 I just kept looking over my shoulder； needing again and again to verify that the road behind me was still empty。 It was； each time I looked； but those backward glances seemed to increase my fear rather than lessening it。 The firs looked darker； massier； and I kept imagining what lay behind the trees which marched beside the road…long； tangled corridors of forest； leg…breaking deadfalls； ravines where anything might live。 Until that Saturday in 1914； I had thought that bears were the worst thing the forest could hold。
Now I knew better。
A mile or so further up the road； just beyond the place where it came out of the woods and joined the Geegan Flat Road； I saw my father walking toward me and whistling 'The Old Oaken Bucket。' He was carrying his own rod； the one with the fancy spinning reel from Monkey Ward。 In his other hand he had his creel； the one with the ribbon my mother had woven through the handle back when Dan was still alive。 DEDICATED TO JESUS； that ribbon said。 I had been walking but when I saw him I started to run again； screaming Dad！ Dad！ Dad！ at the top of my lungs and staggering from side to side on my tired； sprung legs like a drunken sailor。 The expression of surprise on his face when he recognized me might have been ical under other circumstances； but not under these。 He dropped his rod and creel into the road without so much as a downward glance at them and ran to me。 It was the fastest I ever saw my Dad run in his life； when we came together it was a wonder the impact didn't knock us both senseless； and I struck my face on his belt…buckle hard enough to start a little nosebleed。 I didn't notice that until later； though。 Right then I only reached out my arms and clutched him as hard as I could。 I held on and rubbed my hot face back and forth against his belly； covering his old blue workshirt with blood and tears and snot。
'Gary； what is it？ What happened？ Are you all right？'
'Ma's dead！' I sobbed。 'I met a man in the woods and he told me！ Ma's dead！ She got stung by a bee and it swelled her all up just like what happened to Dan； and she's dead！ She's on the kitchen floor and Candy Bill 。 。 。 licked the t…t…tears 。 。 。 off her 。 。 。 off her 。 。 。'
Face was the last word I had to say； but by then my chest was hitching so bad I couldn't get it out。 My tears were flowing again； and my Dad's startled； frightened face had blurred into three overlapping images。 I began to howl…not like a little kid who's skun his knee but like a dog that's seen something bad by moonlight…and my father pressed my head against his hard flat stomach again。 I slipped out from under his hand； though； and looked back over my shoulder。 I wanted to make sure the man in the black suit wasn't ing。 There was no sign of him； the road winding back into the woods was pletely empty。 I promised myself I would never go back down that road again； not ever； no matter what； and I suppose now God's greatest blessing to His creatures below is that they can't see the future。 It might have broken my mind if I had known I would be going back down that road； and not two hours later。 For that moment； though； I was only relieved to see we were still alone。 Then I thought of my mother…my beautiful dead mother…and laid my face back against my father's stomach and bawled some more。
'Gary； listen to me；' he said a moment or two later。 I went on bawling。 He gave me a little longer to do that； then reached down and lifted my chin so he could look into my face and I could look into his。 'Your Mom's fine；' he said。
I could only look at him with tears streaming down my cheeks。 I didn't believe him。
'I don't know who told you different； or what kind of dirty dog would want to put a scare like that into a little boy； but I swear to God your mother's fine。'
'But 。 。 。 but he said 。 。 。'
'I don't care what he said。 I got back from Eversham's earlier than I expected…he doesn't want to sell any cows； it's all just talk…and decided I had time to catch up with you。 I got my pole and my creel and your mother made us a couple of jelly fold…overs。 Her new bread。 Still warm。 So she was fine half an hour ago； Gary； and there's nobody knows any different that's e from this direction； I guarantee you。 Not in just half an hour's time。' He looked over my shoulder。 'Who was this man？ And where was he？ I'm going to find him and thrash him within an inch of his life。'
I thought a thousand things in just two seconds…that's what it seemed like； anyway…but the last thing I thought was the most powerful： if my Dad met up with the man in the black suit； I didn't think my Dad would be the one to do the thrashing。 Or the walking away。
I kept remembering those long white fingers； and the talons at the ends of them。
'Gary？'
'I don't know that I remember；' I said。
'Were you where the stream splits？ The big rock？'
I could never lie to my father when he asked a direct question…not to save his life or mine。 'Yes； but don't go down there。' I seized his arm with both hands and tugged it hard。 'Please don't。 He was a scary man。' Inspiration struck like an illuminating lightning…bolt。 'I think he had a gun。'
He looked at me thoughtfully。 'Maybe there wasn't a man；' he said； lifting his voice a little on the last word and turning it into something that was almost but not quite a question。 'Maybe you fell asleep while you were fishing； son； and had a bad dream。 Like the ones you had about Danny last winter。'
I had had a lot of bad dreams about Dan last winter； dreams where I would open the door to our closet or to the dark； fruity interior of the cider shed and see him standing there and looking at me out of his purple strangulated face； from many of these dreams I had awakened screaming； and awakened my parents； as well。 I had fallen asleep on the bank of the stream for a little while； too…dozed off； anyway…but I hadn't dreamed and I was sure I had awakened just before the man in the black suit clapped the bee dead； sending it tumbling off my nose and into my lap。 I hadn't dreamed him the way I had dreamed Dan； I was quite sure of that； although my meeting with him had already attained a dreamlike quality in my mind； as I suppose supernatural occurrences always must。 But if my Dad thought that the man had only existed in my own head； that might be better。 Better for him。
'It might have been； I guess；' I said。
'Well； we ought to go back and find your rod and your creel。' He actually started
