dk.coldfire-第37节
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Relaxing her legs and easing the load back into place； Holly realized that the boy had thought what she； too； might have thought if she'd been a five…year…old in that hellish position： that his ankle had been clenched in the cold and iron…strong hand of one of the dead people in there with him She slid aside； giving Norby room to pull himself out of the hollow under the seats。 He joined her in the pocket of empty space amidst the rubble and snuggled against her for forting。
From farther back in the plane； Jim shouted： 〃Holly！〃 〃I found him！〃 〃I've got a woman here； I'm getting her out。〃
〃Great！〃 she shouted。
Outside； the pitch of the sirens spiraled lower and finally down into silence as the rescue teams arrived。
Although more blackish smoke was drifting out of the dark space from which Norby had escaped； Holly took the time to examine his foot。
It flopped to one side； sickeningly loose； like the foot of an old rag doll。 It was broken at the ankle。 She tore his sneaker off his rapidly swelling foot。
Blood darkened his white sock； but when she looked at the flesh beneath； she discovered that it was only abraded and scored by a few shallow cuts。
He was not going to bleed to death； but soon he was going to bee aware of the excruciating pain of the broken ankle。
〃Let's go； let's get out；〃 she said。
She intended to take him back the way she had e； but when she glanced to her left； she saw another crack in the fuselage。 This one was immediately aft of the cockpit bulkhead； only a few feet away。 It extended up the entire curve of the wall but did not continue onto the ceiling。 A section of interior paneling； the insulation beneath it； structural beamwork； and exterior plating had either blown inward among the other debris or been wrenched out into the field。 The resultant hole was not large； but it was plenty big enough for her to squeeze through with the boy。
As they balanced on the rim of the ravaged hull； a rescue worker appeared in the plowed field about twelve feet below them。 He held his arms out for the boy。
Norby jumped。 The man caught him； moved back。
Holly jumped； landed on her feet。
〃You his mother？〃 the man asked。
〃No。 I just heard him crying； went in after him。 He's got a broken ankle there。〃
〃I was with my Uncle Frank；〃 Norby said。
〃Okay；〃 the rescue worker said； trying to strike a cheerful note； 〃then let's find Uncle Frank。〃
Norby said flatly； 〃Uncle Frank's dead。〃
The man looked at Holly； as if she might know what to say。
Holly was mute and shaken； filled with despair that a boy of five should have to experience such an ordeal。 She wanted to hold him； rock him in her arms； and tell him that everything would be right with the world。
But nothing is right with the world； she thought； because Death is part of it。 Adam disobeyed and ate the apple； gobbled up the fruit of knowledge； so God decided to let him know all sorts of things； both light and dark。 Adam's children learned to hunt； to farm； to thwart the winter and cook their food with fire； make tools； build shelters。 And God； wanting to give them a well…rounded education； let them learn； oh； maybe a million ways to suffer and die。 He encouraged them to learn language； reading and writing； biology； chemistry； physics； the secrets of the genetic code。 And He taught them the exquisite horrors of brain tumors； muscular dystrophy； bubonic plague； cancer run amok in their bodies…and not least of all airplane crashes。 You wanted knowledge； God was happy to oblige； He was an enthusiastic teacher； a demon for knowledge； piling it on in such weight and exotic detail that sometimes you felt you were going to be crushed under it。
By the time the rescue worker turned away and carried Norby across the field toward a white ambulance parked on the edge of the runway； Holly had gone from despair to anger。 It was a useless rage； for there was no one but God against whom she could direct it； and the expression of it could change nothing。 God would not free the human race from the curse of death just because Holly Thorne thought it was a gross injustice。
She realized that she was in the grip of a fury not unlike that which seemed to motivate Jim Ironheart。 She remembered what he had said during their whispered conversation in row seventeen； when she had tried to bully him into saving not just the Dubroveks but everyone aboard Flight 246： 〃I hate death； people dying I hate it！〃 Some of the people he saved had quoted him making similar remarks； and Holly remembered what Viola Moreno had said about the deep and quiet sadness in him that perhaps grew out of being an orphan at the age of ten。 He quit teaching； walked away from his career； because Larry Kakonis's suicide had made all his effort and concern seem pointless。 That reaction at first appeared extreme to Holly； but now she understood it perfectly。
She felt the same urge to cast aside a mundane life and do something more meaningful； to crack the rule of fate； to wrench the very fabric of the universe into a shape other than what God seemed to prefer for it。
For a fragile moment； standing in that Iowa field with the wind blowing the stink of death to her； watching the rescue worker walk away with the little boy who had almost died； Holly felt closer to Jim Ironheart than she had ever been to another human being。
She went looking for him。
The scene around the broken DC…10 had bee more chaotic than it had been immediately after the crash。 Fire trucks had driven onto the plowed field。 Streams of rich white foam arced over the broken plane； frosted the fuselage in whipped…cream…like gobs； and damped the flames on the surrounding fuel…soaked earth。 Smoke still churned out of the midsection； plumed from every rent and shattered window； shifting to the whims of the wind； a black canopy spread over them and cast eerie； constantly changing shadows as it filtered the afternoon sunshine； raising in her mind the image of a grim kaleidoscope in which all the pieces of glass were either black or gray。 Rescue workers and paramedics swarmed over the wreckage； searching for survivors； and their numbers were so unequal to the awesome task that some of the more fortunate passengers pitched in to help。 Other passengers…some so untouched by the experience that they appeared freshly showered and dressed； others filthy and disheveled stood alone or in small groups； waiting for the minibuses that would take them to the Dubuque terminal； chattering nervously or stunned into silence。 The only things threading the crash scene together and providing it with some coherence were the static…filled voices crackling on shortwave radios and walkie…talkies。
Though Holly was searching for Jim Ironheart； she found instead a young woman in a yellow shirtwaist dress。 The stranger was in her early twenties； slender； auburn…haired； with a porcelain face； and though uninjured she badly needed help。 She was standing back from the still…smoking rear section of the airliner； shouting a name over and over again： 〃Kenny！ Kenny！ Kenny！〃 She had shouted it so often that her voice was hoarse。
Holly put a hand on the woman's shoulder and said； 〃Who is he？〃 The stranger's eyes were the precise blue of wisteria…and glazed。
〃Have you seen Kenny？〃 〃Who is he； dear？〃 〃My husband。〃
〃What does he look like？〃 Dazed； she said； 〃We were on our honeymoon。〃
〃I'll help you look for him。〃
〃No。〃
〃e on； kid； it'll be all right。〃
〃I don't want to look for him；〃 the woman said； allowing Holly to turn her away from the plane and lead her toward the ambulances。 〃I don't want to see him。 Not the way he'll be。 All dead。 All broken up and burned and dead。〃
They walked together through the soft； tilled earth； where a new crop would be planted in late winter and sprout up green and tender in the spring； by which time all signs of death would have been eradicated and nature's illusion of life…everlasting restored。
Something was happening to Holly。 A fundamental change was taking place in her。 She didn't understand what it was yet； didn't know what it would mean or how different a person she would be when it was plete； but she was aware of profound movement in the bedrock of her heart； her mind。
Because her inner world was in such turmoil； she had no spare energy to cope with the outer world； so she placidly followed the standard post…crash program with her fellow passengers。
She was impressed by the web of emotional； psychological； and practical support provided to survivors of Flight 246。 Dubuque's medical and civil defense munity…which obviously had planned for such an emergency …responded swiftly and effectively。 In addition psychologists； counselors； ministers； priests； and a rabbi were available to the uninjured passengers within minutes of their arrival at the terminal。 A large VIP lounge…with mahogany tables and fortable chairs upholstered in nubby blue fabric …had been set aside for their use； ten or twelve telephone lines sequestered from normal airport operations； and nurses provided to monitor them for signs of delayed shock。
United's employees were especially solicitous； assisting with local over night acmodations and new travel arrangements； as quickly
