sk.petsematary-第76节
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through that stony； unforgiving soil。
Well； he would manage。 Somehow。
Louis Creed stepped out of his garage； pausing to thumb off the light switch with his elbow； and stood for a moment at the place where asphalt gave way to grass。 Ahead of him he could see the path leading to the Pet Sematary well enough in spite of the blackness； the path； with its short grass； glowed with a kind of luminescence。
The wind pushed and pulled its fingers through his hair； and for a moment the old； childlike fear of the dark rushed through him； making him feel weak and small and terrorized。 Was he really going into the woods with this corpse in his arms； passing under the trees where the wind walked； from darkness into darkness？ And alone this time？
Don't think about it。 Just do it。
Louis got walking。
By the time he got to the Pet Sematary twenty minutes later； his arms and legs were trembling with exhaustion； and he collapsed with the rolled…up tarpaulin across his knees； gasping。 He rested there for another twenty minutes； almost dozing； no longer fearful…exhaustion had driven fear out； it seemed。
Finally he got to his feet again； not really believing he could climb the deadfall； only knowing in some numb sort of way that he must try。 The bundle in his arms seemed to weigh two hundred pounds instead of forty。
But what had happened before happened again； it was like suddenly； vividly remembering a dream。； No； not remembering； reliving。 When he placed his foot on the first dead treetrunk； that queer sensation rushed through him again； a feeling that was almost exultation。 The weariness did not leave him； but it became bearable…unimportant； really。
Just follow me。 Follow me and don't look down； Louis。 Don't hesitate and don't look down。 I know the way through； but it has to be done quick and sure。
Quick and sure； yes…the way Jud had removed the stinger。
I know the way through。
But there was only one way through； Louis thought。 Either it let you through or it did not。 Once before； he had tried to climb the deadfall by himself and hadn't been able to。 This time he mounted it quickly and surely； as he had on the night Jud had shown him the way。
Up and up； not looking down； his son's body in its canvas shroud cradled in his arms。 Up until the wind funneled secret passages and chambers through his hair again； flipping it； parting it widdershins。
He stood on the top for a moment and then descended quickly； as if going down a set of stairs。 The pick and shovel rattled and clinked dully against his back。 In no more than a minute； he was standing on the springy； needle…covered ground of the path again； the deadfall bulking behind him； higher than the graveyard fence had been。
He moved up the path with his son； listening to the wind moan in the trees。 The sound held no terror for him now。 The night's work was almost done。
54
Rachel Creed passed the sign reading EXIT 8 KEEP RIGHT FOR PORTLAND WESTBROOK； put on her blinker； and guided the Avis Chevette toward the exit ramp。 She could see a green Holiday Inn sign clearly against the night sky。 A bed； sleep。 An end to this constant； racking； sourceless tension。 Also an end…for a little while； at least…to her grieving emptiness for the child who was no longer there。 This grief； she had discovered； was like a massive tooth extraction。 There was numbness at first； but even through the numbness you felt pain curled up like a cat swishing its tail； pain waiting to happen。 And when the novocaine wore off； oh boy； you sure weren't disappointed。
He told her that he was sent to warn。 。 。 but that he couldn't interfere。 He told her he was near Daddy because they were together when his soul was discorporated。
Jud knows； but he won't tell。 Something is going on。 Something。 But what？
Suicide？ Is it suicide？ Not Louis； I can't believe that。 But he was lying about something。 It was in his eyes。 。 。 oh shit； it was all over his face； almost as if he wanted me to see the lie see it and put a stop to it。 。 。 because part of him was scared so scared。
Scared？ Louis is never scared！
Suddenly she jerked the Chevette's steering wheel hard over to the left； and the ear responded with the abrupt suddenness that small cars have； the tires wailing。 For a moment she thought it was going to turn over。 But it didn't； and she was moving north again； exit 8 with its forting Holiday Inn sign slipping behind her。 A new sign came in view； reflective paint twinkling eerily。
NEXT EXIT ROUTE 12 CUMBERLAND CUMBEBLAND CENTER JERUSALEM'S LOT FALMOUTH FALMOUTH FORESIDE。 Jerusalem's Lot； she thought randomly； what an odd name。 Not a pleasant name； for some reason。 。 。 e and sleep in Jerusalem。
But there would be no sleep for her tonight； Jud's advice notwithstanding； she now meant to drive straight through。 Jud knew what was wrong and had promised her he would put a stop to it； but the man was eighty…some years old and had lost his wife only three months before。 She would not put her trust in Jud。 She should never have allowed Louis to bulldoze her out of the house the way he had； but she had been weakened by Gage's death。 Ellie with her Polaroid picture of Gage and her pinched face…it had been the face of a child who has survived a tornado or a sudden dive…bombing from a clear blue sky。 There had been times in the dark watches of the night when she had longed to hate Louis for the grief he had fathered inside her； and for not giving her the fort she needed （or allowing her to give the fort she needed to give）； but she could not。 She loved him too much still； and his face had been so pale。 。 。 so watchful。
The Chevette's speedometer needle hung poised just a bit to the right of sixty miles an hour。 A mile a minute。 Two hours and a quarter to Ludlow maybe。 Maybe she could still beat the sunrise。
She fumbled with the radio； turned it on； found a rock…and…roll station out of Portland。 She turned up the volume and sang along； trying to keep herself awake。 The station began to fade in and out half an hour later； and she retuned to an Augusta station； rolled the window down； and let the restless night air blow in on her。
She wondered if this night would ever end。
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Louis had rediscovered his dream and was in its grip； every few moments he looked down to make sure it was a body in a tarpaulin he was carrying and not one in a green Hefty Bag。 He remembered how on awakening the morning after Jud had taken him up there with Church he had been barely able to remember what they had done…but now he also remembered how vivid those sensations had been； how alive each of his senses had felt； how they had seemed to reach out； touching the woods as if they were alive and in some kind of telepathic contact with himself。
He followed the path up and down； rediscovering the places where it seemed as wide as Route 15； the places where it narrowed until he had to turn sideways to keep the head and foot of his bundle from getting tangled in the underbrush； the places where the path wound through great cathedral stands of trees。 He could smell the clear tang of pine resin； and he could hear that strange crump…crump of the needles underfoot…a sensation that is really more feeling than sound。
At last the path began to slant downward more steeply and constantly。 A short time later one foot splashed through thin water and became mired in the sludgy stuff underneath 。 。 。 the quicksand； if Jud was to be believed。 Louis looked down and could see the standing water between growths of reeds and low； ugly bushes with leaves so broad they were almost tropical。 He remembered that the light had seemed brighter that other night too。 More electrical。
This next bit is like the deadfall…you got to walk steady and easy。 Just follow me and don't look down。
Yes； okay。 。 。 and just by the bye； have you ever seen plants like these in Maine before？ In Maine or anywhere else？ What in Christ's name are they？
Never mind； Louis。 Just。 。 。 let's go。
He began to walk again； looking at the wet； marshy undergrowth just long enough to sight the first tussock and then only looking ahead of himself； his feet moving from one grassy hump to the next…faith is accepting gravity as a postulate； he thought； nothing he had been told in a college theology or philosophy course； but something his high school physics instructor had once tossed off near the end of a period 。 。 。 something Louis had never forgotten。
He accepted the ability of the Micmac burying ground to resurrect the dead and walked into Little God Swamp with his son in his arms； not looking down or back。 These marshy bottoms were noisier now than they had been at the tag end of autumn。 Peepers sang constantly in the reeds； a shrill chorus which Louis found alien and uninviting。 An occasional frog twanged a deep elastic somewhere in its throat。 Twenty paces or so into Little God Swamp he was buzz…bombed by some shape。 。 。 a bat； perhaps。
The groundmist began to swirl around him； first covering his shoes； then his shins； finally enclosing him in a glowing white capsule。 It seemed to him that the light was brighter； a pulsing effulgence like the beat of some strange heart。 He had never b
