hard cash-第113节
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ood for evil with scarcely an effort。〃
At this unexpected tribute the water stood in the doctor's eyes。 It was no more than the truth； but this was the first maniac he had met intelligent enough to see his good qualities clearly and express them eloquently。
〃In short；〃 continued Alfred； 〃to be happy in his house all a man wants is to be insane。 But； as I am not insane； I am miserable； no convict； no galley slave is so wretched as I am； gentlemen。 And what is my crime？〃
〃Well； well；〃 said Dr。 Eskell kindly； 〃I think it likely you will not be very long in confinement。〃 They then civilly dismissed him； and on his departure asked Dr。 Wycherley his candid opinion。 Dr。 Wycherley said he was now nearly cured； his ability to discuss his delusion without excitement was of itself a proof of that。 But in another month he would be better still。 The doctor concluded his remarks thus
〃However； gentlemen； you have heard him： now judge for yourselves whether anybody can be as clever as he is； without the presence of more or less abnormal excitement of the organs of intelligence。〃
It was a bright day for Alfred； he saw he had made an excellent impression on the Commissioners； and； as luck does not always come single； after many vain attempts to get a letter posted to Julia； he found this very afternoon a nurse was going away next day。 He offered her a guinea； and she agreed to post a letter。 Oh the hapiness it was to the poor prisoner to write it； and unburden his heart and tell his wrongs。 He kept his manhood for his enemies； his tears fell on the paper he sent to his forlorn bride。 He had no misgivings of her truth； he judged her by himself： gave her credit for anxiety； but not for doubt。 He concluded a long； ardent； tender letter by begging her to come and see him； and； if refused admission； to publish his case in the newspapers； and employ a lawyer to proceed against all the parties concerned in his detention。 Day after day he waited for an answer to his letter； none came。 Then he began to be sore perplexed； and torn with agonising doubts。 What if her mind was poisoned too！ What if she thought him mad！ What if some misfortune had befallen her！ What if she had believed him dead； and her heart had broken！ Hitherto he had seen his own trouble chiefly； but now he began to think day and night on hers； and though he ground on for his degree not to waste time； and not to be driven mad； yet it was almost superhuman labour； sighs issued from his labouring breast while his hard； indomitable brain laboured away； all uphill； at Aristotle's Divisions and Definitions。
On the seventh day； the earliest the mad statute allowed； the two Commissioners returned； and this time Mr。 Abbott took the lead； and told him that the policeman Reynolds had left the force； and the Dodds had left the town； and were in London； but their address not known。
At this Alfred was much agitated。 She was alive； and perhaps near him。
〃I have heard a good deal of your story；〃 said Mr。 Abbott； 〃and coupling it with what we have seen of you； we think your relatives have treated you； and a young lady of whom everybody speaks with respect〃
〃God bless you for saying that！ God bless you！〃
〃treated you both； I say； with needless severity。〃
Dr。 Eskell then told him the result of the Special Commission； now closed。 〃I believe you to be cured；〃 said he； 〃and Mr。 Abbott has some doubts whether you were ever positively insane。 We shall lay your case before the Board at once； and the Board will write to the party who signed the order； and propose to him to discharge you at once。〃
At this magnificent project Alfred's countenance fell； and he stared with astonishment。 〃What！ have you not the power to do me justice without soliciting Injustice to help you？〃
〃The Board has the power；〃 said Dr。 Eskell； 〃but for many reasons they exercise it with prudence and reserve。 Besides； it is only fair to those who have signed the order； to give them the graceful office of liberating the patient； it paves the way to reconciliation。〃
Alfred sighed。 The Commissioners； to keep up his heart； promised to send him copies of their correspondence with the person who had signed the order。 〃Then；〃 said Mr。 Abbott kindly； 〃you will see your case is not being neglected。〃
The following precis； though imperfect； will give some idea of the correspondence：
1。 The Board wrote to Thomas Hardie； letting him know the result of the Special Commission； and requesting him to discharge his nephew。
Thomas quaked。 Richard smiled； and advised Thomas to take no notice。 By this a week was gained to Injustice； and lost to Justice。
2。 The Board pointed out Thomas Hardie's inadvertence in not answering No。 1； enclosed copy of it； and pressed for a reply。
Thomas quaked； Richard smiled。
3。 Thomas Hardie to the Board。 From what he had heard； it would be premature to discharge Alfred。 Should prefer to wait a month or two。
4。 Board to Alfred； conveying this in other terms。
5。 Alfred to Board； warning them against this proposal。 To postpone justice was to refuse justice； certainly for a time； probably for ever。
6。 The Board to Thomas Hardie； suggesting that if not released immediately Alfred ought to have a trial_i。e。；_ be allowed to go into the world with a keeper。
7。 Alfred to the Board； begging that Dr。 Sampson； an honest independent physician； might be allowed to visit him and report to them。
8。 The Board to Alfred； declining this； for the present as unadvisable； they being in correspondence with the person who had signed the orderwith a view to his liberation。
9。 T。 Hardie to the Board； shuffling； and requesting time to make further inquiries。
10。 The Board； suggesting there should be some reasonable limit to delay。
11。 T。 Hardie； asking for a month to see about it。
12。 The Board； suggesting a week。
13。 Alfred Hardie； asking permission to be visited by a solicitor with a view to protection of his liberty and property。
14。 The Board； declining this； pending their correspondence with other parties； but asking him for the names and addresses of all his trustees。
15。 Thomas Hardie； informing the Board he had now learned Alfred had threatened to kill his father as soon as ever he should get out； and leaving the Board to discharge him on their own responsibility if they chose after this warning： but declining peremptorily to do so himself。
16； 17； 18。 The Board； by advice of Mr。 Abbott； to Alfred's trustees； warning them against any alienation of Alfred's money under the notion that he was legally a lunatic； and saying that a public inquiry appeared inevitable； owing to Mr。 T。 Hardie's unwillingness to enter into their views。
19。 To Alfred； inquiring whether he wished to encounter the expense of Chancery proceedings to establish his sanity。
20。 Alfred to the Board； imploring them to use their powers and discharge him without further delay； and assuring them he meditated no violence on his liberation； but should proceed against all parties under legal advice。
21。 The Board to T。 Hardie； warning him that he must in future pay Alfred's maintenance in Asylum out of his own pocket； and pressing him either to discharge the young man； or else to apply to the Lord Chancellor for a Commission de Lunatico Inquirendo； and enclosing copy of a letter from Wycherley saying the patient was harmless。
22。 T。 Hardie respectfully declining to do either； but reminding the Commissioners that the matter could be thrown into Chancery without his consent； only the expense； which would be tremendous； would fall on the lunatic's estate； which might hereafter be regretted by the party himself。 He concluded by promising to come to town and visit Alfred with his family physician； and write further in a week。
Having thus thrown dust in the eyes of the Board； Thomas Hardie and Richard consulted with a notoriously unscrupulous madhouse keeper in the suburbs of London； and effected a masterstroke； whereof anon。
The correspondence had already occupied three months； and kept Alfred in a fever of the mind； of all the maddening things with which he had been harassed by the pretended curers of insanity； this tried him hardest。 To see a dozen honest gentlemen wishing to do justice； able to do justice by one manly stroke of the pen； yet forego their vantage…ground； and descend to coax an able rogue to do their duty and undo his own interest and rascality！ To see a strong cause turned into a weak one by the timidity of champions clad by law in complete steel； and a rotten cause； against which Law and Power； as well as Truth； Justice； and Common Sense； had now declared； turned into a strong one by the pluck and cunning of his one unarmed enemy！ The ancients feigned that the ingenious gods tortured Tantalus in hell by ever…present thirst； and water flowing to just the outside of his lips。 A Briton can thirst for liberty as hard as Tantalus or hunted deer can thirst for cooling springs and this soul…gnawing correspondence brought liberty； and citizenhood； and love； and happiness； to the lips of Alfred's burning； pining； aching heart； again； and again； and again； then carried them away from him in mockery。 Oh； the sickening anguish of Hope deferred； and deferred：
〃The Hell it is in
